“Well I’m just going, to be honest here, I am thinking of something else…” I said that to Ryan despite knowing that he will be angry with me. But at least I am being honest here. “So what do you think about then? What’s more important than listening to what I’m going to say.” Ryan said. Well that’s as expected, Ryan is angry at me as I didn’t listen to anything he said just now. But I feel like something is quite different today. Because usually the way Ryan is angry, he would shouted at me with some harsh word. So making a bit surprise with the tone of his words at this moment. Yet this time around, the tone was so subtle that I thought he wasn’t mad at all. Though the way that he utter those word, does indicate that he’s mad at me. Hmm... When I think again, he might be just an

