I could not stop thinking about what I has just done. Had I really gone on a date with another guy? I still thought I was dreaming and Kydan's words did not make things better. There was chemistry or any form of connection between us and there never would be. He was just saying things, that's all. I had Aydan, Aydan who I had hung up on to have lunch with another guy. There was just no way he was going to forgive me for this. Sighing, I dragged myself back to my room and flopped face down. Kylie wasn't there which meant I could have some alone time to think about what I had done and come up with a way to make things better. I had or I needed to make things better. I rolled onto my stomach and stared at the ceiling, counting down from a hundred. I should have been studying, I really s

