EVERY MOMENT WITH HER FELT LIKE heaven and hell colliding both at the same time. Her presence brings me peace not just some kind of quick fix, but I feel whole for the first goddamn time, as if some void within me is filled. However, I couldn’t deny the lingering ache I feel on my chest that this moment is bound to end, sooner or later and I have no control on it, or even tell her. The thought of it occasionally visits my head as we both took a walk outside where the skies were once again gloomy, sending precautions that it might cause some trepidation again and it hits me, but I just try to forget it all. The streets were still busy even it was a weekend, same mundane view wherein people seemed to look like robots needing to accomplish certain tasks but I wasn’t immersed under the intr

