CHAPTER FORTY
CHARLIE There is this thing about grievances. It’s when you hit rock bottom multiple times that grieving no longer feels so new to you, but you don’t accept it either. It’s questionable whether it’s a good thing or not, or can be considered a strength, or just mere weakness and misfortune. I’ve been here before- multiple times since it’s a nonstop cycle in my family to break me like I’m in a smoldering slow spinning carousel I can never get out. I wasn’t able to sleep for the past few nights as I remember Adam and the last time I saw him and how it’s still hard for me to decipher and digest it all, as if my body is in autopilot for the past few days with me not being able to grieve. My number is blocked once again, and I think it’s better this way so that I won’t try to message or call hi
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