CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
THERE IS SOMETHING I DEEPLY despise about emotions; and it’s how we have little control of it despite pulling the greatest effort to avoid situations that can make us feel a certain type of way and I did the exact same thing with Charlie yet even before my attempt, I already found myself failing. I’ve been avoiding every single thing that can put me in trouble- only to please my own father like what they always wanted me to be. They shaped me into whatever that pleases them to the extent that I no longer know what I really am, that’s why it was extremely disheartening for me that they were in favor of Tyler even when he’s a stupid fucker and now I’m here in this relentless moment where I screwed up again. I can’t get anything right. The moment I told her the truth it looks as though her e
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