As soon as I closed the door on Blackwood’s office I found out that my tears were falling down from my eyes. That Bas...d! I felt humiliated like never before. Damn! Damn! Damn! But the worst thing wasn’t that I was humiliated by Blackwood but that I couldn’t defend myself. He was way more powerful than me at that moment so I could have said nothing. That’s why my tears came out. Because I felt powerless and because my pride was hurt. After a while I wiped my tears and I stopped crying. It was silly for me to cry over that like a baby. Holly s..t! What was that?! I was crying?! No way! Unbelievable! I never cried before. Even when my mother was bullying me or punishing me I stayed calm. That’s why everyone even my sisters thought that I was cold blooded b..ch! Because I would

