As soon as the door has been closed behind me I started to run. I kept running lost in my thoughts, because I wanted to be alone. I haven't heard that El and others were calling my name. Suddenly someone cought my hand and stopped me. Of course it was El, who else could it be. When I turned around I saw that they were all there looking at me and expecting any explanation what happened in the Blackwoods office. But..I wasn’t sure what should I do. If I had told them everything, then they would have been in great danger and of course I would have broken another rule so there would have been another unknowing penalty for me. On the other side the situation could have been really bad and I would have needed all possible help so I needed them. S...t! I was so confused. I had to think and s

