Nadia couldn't believe how so much time had passed, how it felt as if it was yesterday yet when she opened her eyes, she felt that it had really longed so much. The grief in her heart was even deeper than the time. She was healing, as much as she could say she was healing. The only things that had kept her going was her baby, and the families Allah blessed her with. There were days she had a mental breakdown and she could spend two days without eating or sleeping, just crying and when she was tired of that too, she'd pray. But with Hajia and Sohila, and her family, she was able to have less and less of those days. They were strolling with Sohila in the area in the late evening, she was nine months along and heavier than when Hassan died. She couldn't pin point her EDD but she knew it was

