I was on the balcony when I felt Lucifer staring at my from behind, I haven't been myself sense loosing our child, I know it was to save his life but sometimes I feel like he is hiding how he feels that day he cried but after that it was like he put up walls against me. I turned around to face him and stood there with my head to the ground knowing he was about to yell at me for not doing something. "Ombre, you cant keep doing this, you need to eat and sleep!" he stared at me with no emotions and stood there, this time he was calm which worried me. I stood there not moving or saying a thing to him as he sighed and ran his hand through his hair as if what he was about to say was going to break my heart even more. "I think you need to go away and stay someplace else" My head shot up as

