After a week
Bella p.o.v.
I did not know that the week passed so quickly… I was so busy in studies... I could not talk more to Edward, he was also busy with his studies and I am ignoring him also…I often saw him coming to my class. We used to see each other from a distance. I do not know why I was afraid to talk to him nowadays. I was afraid that I don't take any wrong decision. Since that day I did not see Nitz again. But one thing did not come out of my mind that how I was attracted to two completely different people simultaneously. Sometimes I feel bad when i ignore Edward...but I just don't want a relationship now....
“Back to the world Bella …” Rosie shouted
“I was thinking something” I said
“What?” Rosie said
“Nothing important... Let's go to the class.” I said and entered the class
When I entered I saw Edward sitting in my class with some of his friends…I don't know why is he sitting here…but I didn't talk to him, i only smiled when he sees me...but he stood up and come close to me…
“I want to talk to you” Edward said
“Ok so what u want to talk about" I said
“Meet me at the backdoor of building after this class” he said in serious tone...
I just nodded my head in yes then he gets out of the class with his friends...
“What happened” hazel said
“Yaa tell us” Rossi said
“I don't know guys…I just feel very strange...I ignored him since one week ...I don't know why I acted that way” I said
“I think you over reacted Bella...in party Edward act different from usual that's why you ignored him right” veena said
“Nooo I liked the way he touched me...he is so gentle but...” I said but hazel stopped me and said “soo stop overreacting things Bella.... Whole school knows Edward likes you he never ever talked to any other girl the way he talks to you...and you feel the same right?? So what's the problem”
“I don't know...I don't know him...he is too good I mean so perfect but” I said but again can't complete my sentence because now Rosie interrupt me and said “no buts...he likes you definitely and you like him so stop ignoring him and go talk to him”
“Okay I will talk to him after this class” I said and open my book so that they will stop talking to me I am not in the mood for gossiping.
After the class I went to the backdoor of senior year building…there are no cameras and no one go there because there is no need for it... It's kind of emergency gate of school...there is a small corridor there which used by student for making out basically couples come there....why Edward wants to meet me here…
I go there and saw Edward standing in corner of the corridor...no one is there and there was no light so it was dark there...not that much we can see each other clearly...when I go inside the corridor then Edward come and close the gate...there was a gate I never know that...
“There was a gate...I don't know that” I said
“There are so many things which you don't know hunny” he said and come close to me...my heart beats so fast… I started going backwards But there was a wall behind and my back hit the wall then I stop moving, but he didn't stop he come close and put his one hand in wall and the other hand is in his pocket....I trapped between wall and his body...
“What are you doing Edward if someone come here and If he sees us like this, then he will think wrong” I said
Edward didn't say anything he is looking in my eyes.....his deep brown eyes looking so beautiful...he is perfect his eyes, his lips his nose, his body, hairs everything is perfect… Every girl would want a boyfriend like Edward.
I rose my eyebrow and asked again because he didn't reply”what Edward”
“I don't care if anyone will see us here...I want to talk to you alone.Why are you ignoring me Bella... It's because I acted that way...” Edward said he seems so serious he always had a smile on his face I never seen him sad. But today he looks so sad....
“It's not like that Edward ...I was busy in studies” I said, and I was not looking at him while talking.
After a minute of silence he said “I know you are lieing Bella.... I want to talk to you about something else” then he holds my hand his other hand is on wall...
“What you want to talk about?” I asked
He took a deep breath and said “Bella I love you.... I love you ever since you didn't even know me. I saw you in this school two years ago, but have never been able to talk to you...I love u so much Bella... As I feel for you, I never felt that for anyone... I want to hold your hand till my last breath. I know you must be thinking that I am speaking all this in the flow of emotions but it's not like that I mean every single word that I said now... I am not like other guys who just want fun in relationship... I want you to be mine forever… I will love you forever even if you not feel the same for me... I just want to tell you about my feelings... I can't hide it from you now... I understand if you not want to reply now… You can take your time I will wait for you...Then he take a deep breath and stop talking.
He said all this without stopping, looking into my eyes waiting for my reply... I was freeze here... I am not moving and not saying anything...I am just looking into his eyes how innocent he is! I was lost in my thoughts and can't see that Edward come more close to my face…than he holds my face and his other hand is holding my waist tightly... He was breathing very fast… I can feel his heart beats because his body is so close to mine... Looked like he never kissed anyone beforehand... I close my eyes when he come more close to me...our forehead touches, and he holds my waist more tightly but gently...I love every single bit of his touch...gentle, pure,full of love...
Suddenly someone knocks at the door... At first, I was afraid that some teachers might come but then I hear a familiar voice, he is karry...
“Bro come out watchman is coming” karry said
“Ok”Edward said
“You go up by the back stairs and I go through the front door and I am waiting for your answer Bella” Edward said and smiled
The way he spoke my name I feel butterflies on my stomach...he is so cute... After that I left the corridor, and he also...