Excaping Purgatory

Seth ( POV)

I stomp around the room and look into the mirror again. I can feel her. She turned 18 today and I know she will come looking for me. But, Cinder has been on edge all day as she should be. I found the traces of glimmer shes been using on me with Sonars help. Cinder will be in for a rough patch very soon as I know her true mate will be at the club tonight and she won’t be coming back here. Am I sad or heartbroken maybe I was until I found the glimmer. Now all bets are off because I don’t like being messed with and she should have known better.

I know Amileta may not want me right now but she will beg and plead for me to complete the union. It’s in our DNA to mate and continue our bloodlines. I know shes not a purebred but, I am still attracted to her because of the bond. Can I accept her? I don’t know.

I dont want no frilly little girl as a mate. Im not a nice guy to mess with on normal occasions add the fact I have a little power quirk and it’s a recepie for disaster. I know it will be different with her but how different? My twin is the candy, flowers and romance guy. He knows about his girl Janie and wants to mate her. Me on the other hand am on the fence with the whole one girl forever thing.

Although am insanely attracted and possessive of her I don’t know what I want to do about it yet. I huff out a breath and look at my brother who has been imploreing me with sad eyes all day. I know our mates are practically twins. They have different mothers. The problem is If I reject my mate she will die but, the problem doesn't stop there. Sonar's mate will also die. For as big as a asshole I am I don't want to cause my twin any hardship. Our old man has been the roughest on him. Im the oldest by 2 minutes and I have protected Sonar since the minute of his birth. Our sperm donner wanted to end him. He could smell my twins softness of character immediately. I at minutes old envoked my blood link to my brother securing his life by endangering mine should he die. Did I piss off dear old dad? absolutely. Did I give a single s**t ? Not at all. I still don't regret it even though now I have to break my twins heart possibly.

“Ugg this is the s**t nightmares are made of. I mean what if she is fat and green with warts?” All of a sudden I hear my mate respond, “You rude asshole what if you have a small brain? I would never hold that against you.”

I look at my twin who is desperately trying to hold off the laughter and look at him furiously. “Did she really just insult me?” There’s another response just as fast as I asked the question. “See small brain I knew it.” A wicked smile crosses my face. “Oh my dear mate you have no idea what you are in for. I feel her shudder and the link slam shut.

My twin eyes me with trepidation and murmurs.”Seth listen she’s probably just nervous about the situation please don’t hurt her.” He feels the weight of my irritation towards the situation and is concerned for his little mates life.

Sonar is my exact opposite but, we are identical. Where my fighting skills rival the champions of old my brother can psyop you into oblivion. His mental composition is like a mega computer hooked into a central processing unit. He can use his mental abilities to kill as effectively as I can physically. We truly are the opposite sides of the same coin. Nobody dares come up against us.

Ask dear old dad about the day he tried to kill our mother. We walked in from training and dads enforcers were in the house beating on mom. I found out that day that I could kill a legion of Enforcers with in a blink of a eye. My brother also found out he could lock them in the ruberic of their own minds forever just by making them believe it is so.

Our father came home expecting to see her dead only to find my brother and I hid her away where he will never hurt or find her again. He thought we were weak and pathetic. After a week trapped in his own insanity he bartered a deal with us. We agreed to be his military force and he never goes a foot near our mother or mates .

A army of 2 who can kill millions without as much as a thought or scratch. I hope if I am forced to mate she will have to be all that my mother is and knows her place. She is to only give me a heir and a spare. I have no time for the flowers and silliness of courtship. All of it is a silly bunch of fairy glammor.

She better be adept at staying alive brother. I chuckle at his forlorn expression. I have an idea that I can't reject her but, that doesn't mean she has any power or the upper hand.

I may not have the brain prowess as my twin but, this little mate of mine will undoubtedly understand I am in charge. There will be no fits of crying or begging... well unless shes in my bed then thats a very different story indeed. She will be in my harem and learn to live with it. No ifs ands or buts.

If only I actually believed what I just told myself is another issue. I sigh and look across the room at Sonar who is hiding his laughter behind a book of Psychological Warfare and the arts of Doomsday attacks. The ass knows I dont stand a chance. His eyes twinkle with something new that I have never seen before. Like he knows what is going to happen before it does.