December 8th. That was going to be the day derrick and I finally consummate our relationship, I had no idea why that was the day we decided on! Really. Derrick and I were discussing it and I randomly just spit out the date, Still had a decent amount of nerves but that was expected. Right?
Anyways. After that night on the rooftop with Nathan! I spent a lot of time thinking about how strangely he had entered my life, and how he was, well, not a huge part, but a big part of it now. Even though I couldn't stand it. He was still dating my friend Bentley, luckily he seemed to understand how much I disapproved! So, whenever just the two of us spend time together he didn't talk about it.
I was relieved when he said he'd keep it to himself. Did I really need to hear him gush about his girlfriend?
