I had just broken into random tears of relief in front of my boyfriend. how much more awkwardness could I be? sigh. ”Better?" he asked when I pulled back. ”Yeah, sorry I cried, that was pretty dumb.” I muttered sheepishly! He shrugged, "that fine. But a little warming, next time would be great though,” derrick said smiling one of his most cutest smiles. I wiped the remaining tears and smiled back.
He smiled and sat up next to me, I sat on his laps and kissed his lips. "I am not mad at you but why did you want to wait?" I asked. He pursed his lips before answering, "I don't know but I think we should have s*x when you are completely ready," derrick said. ”I am ready derrick, truly ready. I don't know how much I can hold it, But today wasn't just the day.” I said. He nodded, "yeah, you are
