I am still in the part of processing what’s happening. It all happened all at once and I still cannot believe it.
Again, I roamed my eyes around the room. The bed size is just enough for two people, though Bernard lives here alone. The sheets are clean as white and also the pillows with a touch of grayness up to the room’s curtains. His things are organized and so were the furniture inside.
Bernard wholeheartedly let me in to rest. I keep telling them that it’s okay if I wait in the living room, but he says that it would make me more relaxed if I stayed there silently and comfortable.
I feel like he wants to talk to Elijah alone. That’s why he’s pushing me away from them. But I also can't help to think that he’s a bit right. I don’t think I can stand Elijah’s presence right now in th
