I feel so suffocated. I feel like someone was drowning me in the water but I can still breathe. It felt as if I were being choked, but nobody's hands were around my neck, nor was there any tight cloth restricting my breathing. It felt as if I were dying, but I was very much alive.
My eyes are dull while looking at the casket of my Mother. She was sleeping peacefully there while me... while I was suffering from the loss.
But I couldn't do anything... I was r***d, rescued and my Mom died.
Why am I so unlucky?
This is the second time that my Father laid his hands on me and what is most terrifying is that he tried to sell me.
I couldn't look at anyone's eyes because I was so scared of them... I'm scared of people.
I was happy back then... I was living my new life with happiness and
