Watching him walk away probably back to that bimbo just the thought leaves a sour taste in my mouth makes me realize what I had just done my body still tingling all over I slowly get off the counter as all the pain slowly comes back straightening my dress seeing as it was pulled up over my hips I look down at my legs feeling the pain from the glass great I'm getting blood all over the floor as the thought crosses my mind I go to get a rag an spray wiping up the blood that I didn't even notice dripping on the floor through all of that still blushing while wiping the counter where my ass was just at after getting done with the kitchen I slowly make my way to the basement needing to get the shards out before they try to heal over I grab my tweezers an make my way to the bathroom to sit down I look over my legs seeing the worst part is in my knees I'm so use to the pain by now it's like my body goes numb as I get out all the pieces making sure that all the pieces are out I sit there for a second wrapping my head around everything not believing I'm his mate it's to good to be true after all the years of torment all the years of pain an turns out I'm the next alphas mate his luna I start to picture what our life could be like I would finally get treated good,respected I would be able to make a difference we would have kids an be happy a smile makes it's way on my face feeling so happy that he wants me I can't believe he actually wants me the smile falls from my face as I can't forget all the years of his bullying him calling me every name in the book him hitting me making fun of me for not having a wolf doubt starts to worm it's way in making me at war with myself wanting to believe he wants me but looking at how he's treated me why would he want someone like me when he can have any female he wants I'm a nobody I'm ugly with all my scars my white hair I have no curves what so ever my skin is so pale I could be mistaken for a vampire why would he want an ugly wolf less girl for his luna with that thought I make my way back up the stairs an start back on my daily chores piles of laundry washing drying sorting an taking them to everyone's rooms cleaning the house top to bottom not leaving one thing untouched knowing if I did Rachel would throw a fit an get me in trouble she loved doing that while I'm cleaning my mind wonders to my past 17 years ago patrol found me floating down the river in a basket wrapped tightly in a beautiful pink blanket they took me to the orphanage thinking my family would show up for me days turned to weeks and no one showed they sent word out to other packs about a random baby showing up but no one claimed me no one knew where I came from as the years went on I was treated fairly at first had friends got to play outside be a normal kid until one day I was playing with my best friend the betas daughter ava we use to be inseparable we were playing out in the woods in our favorite spot next to the little pond when all of a sudden a group of rouges attacked us an took us away to some cabin a few miles out saying once they got done with us there would be nothing left it's hard to remember what happen I don't know if I got hit over the head an passed out but I woke up huddled in the corner with blood all over me and with pieces of the rogues scattered everywhere that's the day my eyes turned black an stayed that way I've tried asking ava what happened but she looked at me like I was going to hurt her an would say that one minute we were huddled together terrified an then the next she said my eyes turned black I stood up an all she saw was a blur blood started spraying everywhere body parts flying through the air an then I was next to her again mumbling words she couldn't understand then looked at her with black soulless eyes an screamed ever since then I was cast out of the orphanage made an omega In the pack house getting beaten an starved everyday because they swear I'm a demon that will eat their soul if I look them in the eye I lost everything that day my best friend my home the life I could have had an I still dont know what happened that day speak of the devil an she shall appear i hear heels clicking on the floor her signature fake laugh ringing through the air I'm on my knees scrubbing the floor when I see a pair of red heels stop right next to me I keep my head down knowing if I look at her she would make me pay as I'm scrubbing she lifts her foot an stomps on my hand with her heel an grounds it in the floor causing me to let out a yelp of pain " nasty ass b***h under my foot where you belong you worthless mutt" I grind my teeth together holding back the cry of pain when she twist her foot i don't know where the boost of confidence comes from maybe because I'm fixing to be luna or I'm just going crazy but I grab her foot an twist her ankle till it breaks she falls on the floor screaming like a banshee rolling around making a bigger scene her dad runs into the room "Ava what happened?" he drops next to her she points her finger at me "She attacked me daddy I was just walking by trying to walk around her and she grabs my legs an breaks my ankle for no reason. it hurts so much daddy please make it stop" she wails like she's dieing he glares at me stands up grabs my arm an starts to drag me outside last time I went outside I received 25 lashings I look around frantically trying to find someone that could help me as I see he's taking me to the post my blood still stained the ground from last time "no please that's not what happened don't do this please I swear I didn't hurt her first please you have to listen to me" my pleas fell on deaf ears as he pulled my wrist above my head an placed the silver shackles on me now normally silver burns wolf's but for me it never has it doesn't hurt the only reason I can't get out of them is I don't have the strength to break free "What is the meaning of this beta?!!!" alpha Richard's bellows racing to where we are " alpha Emma broke avas ankle for no reason besides walking past her.Ava is in so much pain sir she hurt my pup I have to make her pay" I could feel alpha Richard's glare on me knowing i won't be saved my body sags in defeat waiting for the inevitable "proceed then whatever punishment you deem necessary" fear coursing through me at those words " thank you alpha" hearing his footsteps walking away is the final nail in my cofin i know this is it . I hear the leather of the whip as he unfurls it an cracks it next to my head making me flinch " I am going to enjoy this very much" were the words I heard before he brought the whip down on me.