SOFIA Four months later Security walked me to my car after the media had a field day with the bomb scare. The movie was put on hold until things smoothed out in the media. I hadn’t really shown my face in public after the photographer sold his story to a tabloid about the situation at his shoot. Talking about Joaquin busting into his building, yelling, and screaming to leave. Saying that he was almost killed by my boyfriend, and he’d never work with me again. Giving photos and interviews of bruises he had on his body saying Joaquin’s men tried to t*****e him so he would keep his mouth shut. My entire life was under a microscope, but the music was still helping to keep my mind at ease. Joaquin and I hadn’t spoken in over four months, my heart and mind are conflicted. He tried calling and

