A + for trying

(Episode 1)

Ugh! Why is it such a cold day today, all of this rain is depressing. I guess the world is crying and being gloomy, just like me. I don't think my day could get any worse. I soaked my new shoes waiting at the bus stop. I am so tired of life everything just sucks, I still live with my mother, I have no job or any ways of making money, it feels pointless. I am so unsuccessful and unproductive, I don't even know why I'm going to college. I just want to go home and cry for days or even the rest of my life.

"Hello miss."

"Um hi?"

Why is this man talking to me? There is no way he's trying to start something I am much too unattractive.

"This may be odd considering I'm a complete stranger but you look very cold, I was wondering if you needed a ride somewhere local? The bus may not arrive for a bit and it looks like you've been waiting a long time."

"I have honestly, I am so irritated the bus should have been here by now. I appreciate the offer I would love to get a ride as long as you promise you're not some perv."

"I can assure you I am no such thing, just trying to be polite and offer a damsel in distress a ride."

*chuckles*

"You're pretty funny, Let's go then cute stranger."

OH MY GOD! Did I just flirt? The male species is disgusting but this man is just gorgeous how can I help myself. He didn't seem like a complete creep with that nice suit, those bright baby blue eyes, the chiseled jawline, his dark hair, f*ck, he's attractive.

"So where are you headed, miss?"

"I was on my way to NYU, I'm starting college and am not looking forward to it. I find it challenging to get out of bed and now I have to actually do something other than stay in my bed."

"What a coincidence, I'm actually a professor there!"

"Oh, is that right?"

I swear if I have to be in a class for long with this man, I am not going to be looking at my textbook too often.

*chuckles more*

"Yes that's right."

I wouldn't mind doing anything it took to be a teachers pet if I was in his class. What is wrong with me!? Maybe it's just the daddy-issues showing, my dad did abandon my mother when I was just an infant. I can't stop staring at him, he's too sexy. That smirk is killing me and he smells so damn good.

"I must admit when I saw you I thought you were around my age, knowing now you're possibly one of my students I feel a bit awkward. My apologies young lady."

"It's alright everyone has always mistaken me to be older than I am. I'm freshly eighteen and very mature, even when I was younger I was more developed than the other girls."

"I can see that, well we are almost there."

"I'm nervous this is my first day, wish me luck."

"Good luck! What is your name by the way?"

"My name is Allison Jones, What about yours?"

"I'm Erick Parker, or Mr. Parker my students call me."

I would have no problem addressing him with any names that give him some power over me.

"Well it's nice to meet you Mr. Parker!"

"Same to you miss Allison, well we are here so good luck!"

"Thank you, have a nice day!"

I hope I don't meet another sexy professor like him, I nearly forgot my own name. to meet my roommate and get set up. Hopefully my mom will bring me the rest of my luggage and things tomorrow, I have one of my bags with my most necessary things for the night.

"Hi, I'm Brooke. You must be Allison?"

"That's right, here in the flesh."

"Nice to meet you. Hopefully we can be friends."

"Maybe, if I don't drive you crazy, that is."

She laughs and lays down on her bed while staring up at the ceiling like a mental patient. I was so hot and flustered, I hadn't seen this side of myself and was not enjoying it.

"I'm going to an English lecture so I'll see you later, Brooke."

She ignores me and continues to stare at the ceiling. What a wonderful day this is, I'm obviously too sarcastic for my own good.

I go in to the room and take a seat in the back because people annoy me. Everyone was all happy and friendly, unlike me. I was bored and honestly tempted to leave until he walked in. What are the odds that I would be one of Mr. Parkers students. He starts talking and giving everyone assignments but it felt like all I could focus on was him. I'm not used to this level of h*rniess and feeling so attracted to someone.

After hours of studying everyone proceeded to leave, except for me. I had to stay to chat with Erick a bit and discuss how funny it was after our conversation earlier.

"Well hello miss Allison, What are the odds hm?"

"Right! Well this Is obviously fate or something, actually may just be indigestion."

*chuckles*

"You're such a funny young lady, did you manage to have a good day?"

"I suppose, I haven't ended up in a ditch somewhere so I assume that's good."

"Well I'm glad that's not a nice thought."

"So are all of the professors as attractive as you are or?"

No! I did it again, It's like I can't stop myself it just comes out.

"I'm not so sure they are, I know I have this student that's pretty attractive. Although, That's rather unprofessional of me to say."

"Well if she caught your eyes I'm sure she's gorgeous, what a lucky student."

"I'm talking about you miss."

"Well then I guess I'm actually lucky for once then hm?

"I guess so."

"Well nice to know we'll be seeing each other a lot, I really like the view. I'll let you get back to work and stop pestering you now."

"Actually I was just about to head home, you weren't really bothering me sweetheart."

Did he just call me sweetheart? Am I blushing, holy sh*t I hope he doesn't notice and see that I'm such a virgin.

"I would bother you more Mr.Parker but I must grab a bite to eat I haven't ate all day. Nice chat though, I'll see you later."

I start to head out when he grabs my arm and whispers in my ear.

"If you ever want to earn extra credit you know where to find me."

Was he referring to.... No! That couldn't be the case. Right?

"Alright sir, I'll be sure to keep that in mind."

Why on earth are my panties soaking w*t, He's my professor! I really need to get ahold of myself or I could end up being quite a problem for him.

While I was back to my room I felt as if someone was watching me, It gave me such an uneasy feeling. I continued on and made it there safely. When I arrived back my roommate was fast asleep and I was very h*rny. I thought it was the perfect opportunity to pleasure myself and put an end to the h*rniness. I kept playing what had happened over and over again and fantasized about how Mr.Parker would look naked and on top of me. I let out a soft moan while I touched myself and prayed that Brooke couldn't hear it. I couldn't c*m so I just ended up falling asleep.

"Allison!"

"What? Yes? What's going on!?"

"Oh I'm sorry for startling you, I made you breakfast."

"Thanks Brooke."

It was a nice gesture but I was honestly infuriated that she woke me up so early. I need sleep to escape the sh*t that life throws at me. I wish I could just sleep forever sometimes, It seems like it would be less work.

I eat the breakfast Brooke made me and started getting ready for the day.

*knock* *knock* *thud* *pound* *knock*

WHAT THE F*CK!? Who could be beating the door down this early? UGHHHH...

I open the door only to see Sebastian, my first love that was my best friend from kindergarten up. We were so close, I started developing heavy feelings for him so suddenly but never got to tell him. He moved away junior year in high school and I hadn't spoken to him since.

"Ally!?" He screamed so excitedly, like a cute little puppy that just found its owner, after being lost for several years.

"Sebby?" I nearly fainted seeing him after so long. I couldn't believe after so long I would be seeing him again.

"I saw we had a class together, it had your name up, so I took the chance to see if it was the Allison Jones that I grew up with"

"I can't believe our paths met up again, after you moved I was devastated and thought I would never see you again. Please come in, I'll make us some coffee and we can catch up!"

"Lead the way Ally!"

As he stumbled into my room, I noticed how much he had changed. His deep brown eyes stayed the same at least, they had such a sorrow in them mixed with a warmth.

"You're as beautiful as I remembered Allison!"

What? Did he just flirt with me? Was that a subtle compliment? Did I hear him correctly!!?

"Thank you Seb! You're as handsome as I remembered too!

OH NO! How did I just let that slip off my lips, Its only polite to compliment someone back right? What is the ache in my stomach?

*chuckles*

"Thank you!"

He looks at me and leans in closer with his arms open.

*hugs*

I wrapped my arms around him only to feel the firmness of his muscles and how built he had gotten. I know I had to be blushing... I hope he doesn't see, I can't let my feelings come back again. I couldn't bare losing him again, but why is my heart beating so fast? Why are my palms so clammy? Why do I feel such a fire inside me?

"Are you alright Ally?"

"Of course! Why wouldn't I be?"

"Well it's just the hug was really tight, you must have missed me huh?"

"I did unbelievably, you jerk!"

I playfully bunch his shoulder but gaze into his eyes. To my surprise he stares back, only to lock eyes with me. I feel our bodies moving closer, it was like a magnetic field was pulling us into one another.

*SLAM*

We were startled and jumped up, only to see Brooke barge in with tears flowing down her face.

"Brooke what's wrong?" I asked.

"Just a bad day, I think I'm going to bed for awhile."

"Although today has been fun Ally I think you should check on your friend. Here is my number, please call me anytime. I would love to meet up sometime, I have some things I've been needing to get off my chest for awhile now."

"Alright Seb! I'll see you later, I had a wonderful time."

"Me too, later!"

After Sebastian left I went to check on Brooke, But sadly she had already drifted off to slumber. I couldn't help to wonder what had her so upset.

*DING DING DING*

I heard my alarm go off and realized I had a class in 30 minutes so I rushed to get ready. I didn't have the time to shower so I just found a cute outfit, did my makeup, and sprayed myself with perfume. I hurried to my class and took a seat, out of the corner of my eye I saw Sebastian. OH MY GOD! He looks so handsome, he was in a few seats above me and seemed to be sucked into a text book. I wonder if I should go say "hi" but... What if he gets creeped out and thinks I'm stalking him... No we have the same class? I will just sit here maybe he'll notice me before the day is over.

After the class was over Sebastian didn't notice me, but it was ok maybe he would next time.

I’m not sure what I can do with my look to make myself more desirable and presentable. I’ve never really done much to my appearance but I’m starting to think it’s time for a change. Maybe it’s for the male gaze or male validation and not for the right reasons but I just want to be desired.

Even if I have to spend days or hours or weeks on my look I’m going to be the best me I can possibly be. I hope I can catch Sebastian’s attention.

After going to a hair salon to try out a new look, I realize that a short bob could be a could look for me.

“I want a sexy-sleek bob haircut.” I say to the hair stylist.

“Alright have a seat and I’ll see what I can do!” She says as I take my seat.

She starts conversation, I listen as she rambles on about how hard it is being a housewife. I really hope I don’t end up like this she seems so miserable. I almost feel bad for her.

“And so I caught him in the act with some sleezy student of his!” She says clinching her fist.

No way.. could she be? No.?

“All done!” She says with a smile.

I look in the mirror and gasp.

“This is amazing I feel so different and kind of pretty!”

“What are you talking about darling of course you’re pretty!”

“Thank you!”

I pay her and leave the salon. I couldn’t help but wonder if she was talking about my professor.. Am I jealous? No! it couldn’t be I’m just over thinking. I must be paranoid or something. I can’t wait to see Sebastian I wonder what he’ll think of my new look.?

What was it wanted to get off his chest. Did he like me back then?, Is he getting married?, What could it be? And was this hair dresser the professors wife? And has he been f*cking multiple students?

I'm so tired of thinking, I just need to get my mind on other things!

I started walking back to my dorm and noticed a car behind me. It was getting dark and I felt as if I was being watched, yet again. I got goosebumps and started walking faster.

They were following me.

No!!! Am I going to get kidnapped?

I'm too ugly to be kidnapped, what is this?

The car pulled over and a man in a black suit started to approach me. I was so terrified..

"Hello, miss?"

"Yes? Is everything ok?"

I responded while sweating so much.

"I'm a private detective I hope I didn't startle you, we have reason to believe your professor has been engaging in s****l acts with his students."

"What!?"

I responded with a shocked voice, knowing damn well its probably true considering he was flirting with me.

"Yes and someone said they saw you get out of a professors car?"

"Mr.Parker?"

"No, actually it was someone else... Sorry to bother you, have a great day."

He walked off and waved politely.

I guess there's another professor that likes students?

Weird college I suppose...

I finally made it back to the dorm safely, with all of my body parts in tact. So that's nice I guess.

*Ring* *Ring* *Ring*

My phone started buzzing in my pocket.

I answered and it was Sebastian, to my surprise .

"Hello, Allison here."

"Hi, Ally I was wondering if you were free right now?"

"Yes I am, actually."

"Do you want to come over? I made dinner and my roommate is at a party, you know me and parties I'm not really the type."

"Sure! I'll head right over, text me directions!"

I headed over the Sebs, it didn't take too long to get there but I was exhausted. It had been such a long day but I was so excited to hang out with him again.

*KNOCK*

I knocked on his door softly since it was late and he answered quite quickly.

"Yay Ally you're here!"

*HUGS*

He greeted me with a big hug and my knees started to feel weak.

"Yes sorry it took so long!"

*chuckles*

"Yes, honestly 15 minutes was quite the wait!"

I smiled up and gazed into his eyes more, feeling my stomach ache and my panties grow wet.

"Well what did you make?"

"Your absolute favorite, baked spaghetti with salad, and breadsticks."

"That sounds lovely I can't believe you remembered!"

"How could I ever forget you?"

"I can say the same with you, honestly."

We say down at his table and started to eat, we caught up and he told me he was studying law and trying to become and defense attorney.

He had made so much progress and was doing quite great in life. I felt happy for him.

"How's your food?"

He asked grinning while he looked at me.

"It's amazing I can't believe you can cook so well! I'm tempted to take you back with me and force you to be my personal chef"

"You're much too funny Ally I've missed you so much"

After we finished our food he asked me to watch a movie. I agreed and we sat down on his super soft sofa and decided to watch a horror movie, like we used to.

"Are you scared Ally?"

"No are you, this sofa looks new it would be crazy if you peed your pants!"

*chuckles*

"How about I scare you into peeing yours?"

He grabbed my waist and started tickling me, I giggled loudly and started tickling him back.

We ended up getting into a playful tickle war and he won, only because I let him. Whenever I was tickling him I kept feeling his abs and his hips which were somehow so fit and hard...

It made me wet and want to see what was under his clothing. I felt like a perv he's my friend... Why do I feel like this..

"By the way Ally your hair is stunning I love it!."

"Thank you, Seb."

I ended up somehow passing out on his shoulder and staying the night. We woke up at 5 AM, which is what his alarm was set to.

"OH NO! I've got to get going I have classes today!"

"Alright Ally it was fun we have to do it again sometime."

"Sounds great Seb!"

He hugged me tightly and we said out goodbyes while I rushed back to my dorm.

I got ready and headed to class again, it was a long boring day and Mr.Parker was very distant today, but I didn't care because I had Sebastian occupying all of my thoughts. The more I thought about him the more I blushed and felt like I was melting from the inside out.

I was very exhausted and ended up falling asleep in class. No one bothered to wake me up, they just left me there. It was a rainy afternoon so headed back to the dorm to study and rest..

The next dat went by so slowly, one night I was so flustered so I decided to relax, I was laying down in my bed getting wetter and wetter.

I felt so hungry lately but it wasn't food I was craving, I ate so much I gained 4 pounds.

Unfortunately nothing could stop my appetite.

I couldn't stop thinking about him. His body looked so lean and fit but in the right areas, his eyes were like shimmering pools of black honey, and his lips.... f*ck don't get me started on those.

Sometimes they just looked so lonely, like they needed mine to keep them company. I couldn't stop thinking of him it felt like he pierced my insides everytime we made eye contact which unfortunately wasn't often enough.

My body felt like it was on fire and if I didn't know what desire felt like until I started to want him.

I decided I would try to relieve all of the s****l tension by gently touching myself and thinking of him.

I moaned and pictured him on top of me whispering things in my ear. I could feel myself getting closer and closer to climax. I just wanted him so bad...

The s****l desire grew so much stronger, over time.

My body felt like an aching bag of s****l desire longing for the touch from his fingertips, I wish he wanted me the way I do him.

I’m starting to feel out of control, I think about him when taking a shower, wanting to see him behind me giving me back shots like a hammer and a nail, I think about him while cooking wanting him to eat me out on the table, his tongue gently gliding up and down my cl*t, and even when I’m studying.

with him and Mr.Parker around my p*ssy is out of control, all I knew was I was so ready to give up my virginity. I don't care if it's special or not as long as I'm getting some.

*KNOCK*

"Hello? who's there?"

"Hey Ally it's Brooke and Cassandra we wanted to see how long you'd be, you've been in the bathroom for like an hour.."

"Oh I'm so sorry Brooke! I'll be right out I keep getting distracted."

"No it's fine we wanted to hang out with you as well!"

I rushed to get out and probably spaced out for another 20 minutes, but I was clean and relieved.

"Hey guys I'm out!"

"Hey Ally me and Cassandra was thinking about having a little party, are you up for it?"

I really hate parties and people, frankly I just want to be alone or curled up in Sebs bef right now naked. I can't really stop then and I don't really want to make either of them upset so I might as well say yes.

"Sure but my bedroom is off limits!"

I said while dying inside, and instant regret.

"Awesome! No worries, it won't be a big one and there will be drinks."

"Great!"

A few minutes later people started showing up, I really didn't want to socialize but I was hoping Sebastian would show up.

I needed something to do, so I started listening to music and drinking a few shots.

"Hey Ally!"

I turned around and saw Sebastian, my wishes were granted... Why can't he just take me now?

"Oh hi Seb!"

"I know you don't like parties so I figured I would come and maybe swipe you for the night?"

"My hero!"

I laughed slightly and went to grab my things while he followed.

"Seb I know this is bad timing and I'm a little tipsy but I- I..."

"Yes?"

"I like you..."

"You do? I feel like your a little drunk Ally, maybe we should talk about this when your sober.."

We were on the way to his place I was looking him dead in the eyes. My stomach was in knots and I kept getting drawled closer to him, like a moth to a flame.

Somehow my body kept getting closer to him as well... I grabbed him and I looked at his lips and started leaning closer, and closer.

"Ally, Wait... You're clearly drunk and not thinking clearly maybe we should reschedule and you should get some rest.

I really don't want to take advantage of you."

"Oh... I'm sorry I think you're right.."

I headed back to the storm and nearly ran to the bed and tears started pouring like a waterfall out of my eyes....

"I'm so stupid! I shouldn't have drank so much earlier... I didn't think he'd show up, I probably f*cked up everything.."

I said out loud to myself while crying, it didn't take long to get to sleep with all of the alcohol and tears.

I woke up around 5 am, only to see 3 people passed out on the floor and the party's death.

My head was aching so bad and it felt like I had been hit by a bus.

After a few minutes I felt humiliated by my behavior last night, So I quickly texted Sebastian and apologized.

A week went by and he hadn’t tried to contact me, I was starting to feel like he hated me for that and wasn’t interested in even being my friend.

I felt pretty insecure like I had ruined everything.

I continued my classes but was very preoccupied with thoughts of him, it was killing me.

I didn’t know what to really do, I didn’t want to just seem desperate for his attention, he’d never talk to me again.

What if that’s what he wanted? Me to initiate contact with him first? No, I’m clearly overthinking things. I really need to focus more on my studies and less about him..

"Allison?"

Mr. Parker said with a concerned look on his face.

"Yes, sir?"

"Are you alright? You haven't been paying much attention and class ended 20 minutes ago and you're still here. You seem very disconnected, I just wanted to check in and make sure you were ok."

He grabbed my thigh and whispered in my ear.

"I can make you feel better if you're going through something."

I started blushing and my attention quickly went to him and his s*xy grin.

"What can you do sir?"

"How about you come with me and let me show you..?"

My breathing started getting heavy and I felt so hot, as if I had a fever or something.

"Sure, as long as you're not going to kill me."

*Chuckles*

"Follow me."

I followed him out to his car and got in, I was a little scared but excited at the same time.

We drove off and after 15 minutes we were on a road in the middle of nowhere.

"We're getting close!"

He said while biting his lips and taking his eyes off the road long enough to look at my breast.

"I'm excited."

I replied while still pondering about Sebastian.

We finally arrived at his very fancy, ginormous, elegant, victorian mansion.

"Mr. Parker your home is so beautiful, I'm so mesmerized."

"You can call me Erick out side of Class sweetheart, and thank you I'm glad you like it."

We drove through his gated entrance and he parked in a garage with like 6, different, expensive cars.

He then got out and walked around only to open my door for me.

How can he be so polite and sexy.

"Come with me love!"

We walked in the door and the next thing I know he grabbed me by my throat, pinned me to a wall while my legs were dangling off of him, and he kissed me so hard.

My body felt shocked and I started breathing heavily.

I let out a soft moan and he then glided his hand from my face, down to my skirt and slid my panties to the side to touch my wet p*ssy.

I started moaning louder and louder, he then started f*ngering me and I felt my entire body melt.

It was if my body was in heaven for a second, like nothing else existed but just us in the moment.

"F*ck you're so wet!"

He said while finger b*nging me, he really knew all the right places to touch and just what he was doing in general.

He had only been touching me for 5 minutes and I already felt as if I was about to c*m.

"Do you want this Ally?"

"Yes please."

I moaned while trying to catch my breath, he started f*ngering me harder and I started shaking. I knew I was a few seconds away from c*mming on his fingers.

"I'm going to c*m!"

I practically screamed while c*mming on his fingers. It felt so good it was the most intense *rgasm I had ever had, along with the first I had ever gotten from someone else.

"Did that make you feel better?"

"Yes it did, thank you Erick."

"Come with me I'm going to cook you something now."

"You don't want me to do anything to you?"

I said while being confused because I didn't think this was how s*x worked.

"We came here so I could make you feel better, Not vice versa. I would love to be inside you, to f*ck you so hard, and to see those little lips on my d**k, but right now you need some cheering up."

I nearly started crying, why was he so considerate of me?

I started to tear up while looking at him I felt so safe, so cared for... It was strange he was quick to hug me and comfort me.

Somehow it was as if my inner child had taken over me, I felt as if I was a little girl.

I sat down at his glass dinner table and awaited the food. It didn't take too long to get done.

He had made me the most appetizing dish I had ever seen.

"No need to look so shocked its just chicken casserole!"

We started eating and had a chat about class and his amazing chef skills. It felt so nice to talk to him so much, I felt so safe in his presence.

"Alright, Allison its getting late so I should take you back, would you like to come back again soon?"

He said sounding a bit disappointed that I had to leave.

"I would love to!"

"If anyone asks, just tell them I'm tutoring you."

"I will sir!"

"You're such a good girl, my princess."

We quickly started to head back to the dorm.