_Aria's POV_
If there was nothing left for me in this pack, why was I still staying?
The question refused to leave my mind. I sat on the edge of my bed, staring through the window as moonlight spilled across the forest beyond the pack borders. Downstairs, I could still hear faint music and laughter drifting through the house. The celebration was continuing. People were dancing, talking and enjoying themselves while my entire world had fallen apart.
A bitter laugh escaped my lips.
Nothing had really changed. The rejection hurt more than anything I had ever experienced but the truth was that my life had been miserable long before Kael Voronov walked into that ballroom. His rejection had simply forced me to face a truth that I had spent years avoiding.
Nobody wanted me here.
My parents didn't want me. Selene certainly didn't want me. Most of the pack only tolerated my existence because they had no choice. I had spent my entire life trying to earn their approval. I had worked harder than everyone else, stayed quiet when they insulted me and convinced myself that if I was patient enough, things would eventually get better.
They never did.
I lowered my head and stared at my trembling hands. How many years had I wasted hoping that my family would finally love me? How many nights had I cried myself to sleep wondering what was wrong with me? Tonight had given me the answer.
Nothing was wrong with me. They had simply decided long ago that I wasn't worth loving.
The realization hurt but it also brought a strange kind of clarity. Tomorrow would be exactly the same as today. Selene would continue treating me like a servant. My parents would continue pretending that I was a burden. The pack would continue whispering about the wolfless girl who had been rejected by her mate. Nothing would ever change if I stayed.
Slowly, I stood and walked toward the window. The moon hung high above the forest, bathing everything in silver light. For the first time, the darkness beyond the pack borders didn't seem frightening. It seemed full of possibilities.
The werewolf world was much larger than this pack. There were countless territories spread across the region. There had to be other Alphas, other packs and other people. Surely they couldn't all be as cruel as the ones I had grown up with.
Somewhere out there, a different life was waiting for me. A life where nobody cared that I didn't have a wolf. A life where I wasn't treated like a burden or an embarrassment. A life where I could finally be more than the unwanted girl everyone looked down on. For the first time in years, the future didn't seem completely hopeless.
My decision was made. I wasn't going to spend the rest of my life begging people to care about me. I wasn't going to remain trapped in a place that had never truly felt like home.
I was leaving tonight.
I moved quickly before I could change my mind. Crossing the room, I pulled an old duffel bag from beneath my bed and placed it on the mattress. My hands trembled as I opened my wardrobe.
There wasn't much to pack. Unlike Selene, I didn't own expensive dresses or beautiful jewelry. Most of my clothes were simple and practical. I folded several outfits and placed them inside the bag. Then I packed a jacket, a spare pair of boots and the thick blanket I usually used during winter. After that, I opened the drawer beside my bed.
Hidden beneath a stack of old books was a small cloth pouch containing the money I had secretly saved over the years. It wasn't much. I had collected it little by little whenever I received tips from visitors or small rewards for extra work around the pack house. Still, it was all I had.
I slipped the pouch into my bag. Next, I added a water bottle, a small flashlight and a few pieces of bread I had taken from the kitchen earlier. At the time, I hadn't known why I felt the need to save them. Now I was grateful I had.
When everything was packed, I paused and looked around the room. A strange sadness settled over me. I had lived here for years. My gaze landed on a faded photograph sitting inside my desk drawer.
I slowly picked it up. The picture had been taken years ago when I was still a child. Back then, I had smiled easily. Back then, I had still believed that my family loved me. Looking at the girl in the photograph felt like looking at a stranger.
For a moment, I considered taking the photograph with me. Then I shook my head and returned it to the drawer.
No. I didn't want reminders of this place. I wanted a fresh start.
After closing the drawer, I slung the bag over my shoulder and walked toward the window again. This time I didn't hesitate.
Fear still lingered inside me but staying frightened me even more than leaving.
What if no pack accepted me?
What if I became a rogue?
The thought was terrifying. Rogues were hated throughout the werewolf world. Most packs viewed them as criminals and threats.
But even that possibility seemed better than spending the rest of my life in a place where nobody wanted me. At least it would be my choice.
Taking a deep breath, I climbed onto the window ledge. The cold night air brushed against my face. For a few seconds, I simply stood there, staring out at the forest.
Then I jumped.
I landed on the grass below with a soft thud. Instantly, my heart began racing. This was it. There was no turning back now.
Without looking back, I started walking. The further I moved from the pack house, the lighter I felt. The giant building slowly disappeared behind me.
Soon there was only silence. It was just me and the forest. The night air smelled of pine, earth and freedom. For the first time in years, I felt like I could breathe without a weight crushing my chest.
Maybe I really could build a new life somewhere else. Maybe I really could be happy. The thought stayed with me as I continued deeper into the forest.
An hour passed....then another. The excitement from earlier slowly gave way to exhaustion. My legs ached and my feet were beginning to hurt. Every tree looked the same. The darkness felt thicker now and the forest seemed endless. Still, I kept walking. There was nothing behind me worth returning to.
Everything will be fine. I repeated the words silently.
A low growl suddenly echoed through the darkness.
I froze.
Every muscle in my body went rigid. The sound had come from somewhere behind me. Slowly, I turned around.
But there was nothing.
My heart continued pounding. Maybe I had imagined it. I turned back around and started walking again. Another growl echoed through the forest. This time it was much closer.
Fear exploded inside me. I spun around just as several figures emerged from the darkness. My breath caught.
There were rogues. Their clothes were torn and filthy. Their expressions were wild and dangerous. One of them smiled. The sight sent chills racing down my spine.
"Well," he said, "look what we found."
Another rogue laughed. "A little wolf all alone."
My pulse hammered inside my ears. I took a step backward. The rogues stepped forward. I took another step back. Their smiles widened.
"So scared," one of them mocked.
"Where are you running to, sweetheart?"
Panic surged through me. Without another thought, I turned and ran. Branches whipped against my face as I sprinted through the forest. My lungs burned almost immediately. My bag bounced against my shoulder while my heart raced wildly.
Behind me, I could hear laughter...then footsteps. They were chasing me. Tears blurred my vision. I pushed myself harder. I couldn't let them catch me.
A root suddenly caught my foot. I cried out as I crashed onto the ground. Pain exploded through my knees and palms.
"No."
Desperately, I scrambled backward. The rogues were already approaching. There was nowhere left to run. The largest rogue smiled as he walked toward me.
"Looks like the hunt is over."
Terror flooded through me so quickly that I could barely breathe. My entire body shook. I searched desperately for a way to escape but there wasn't one.
Nobody knew where I was. Nobody was coming. After everything that had happened tonight, I was going to die alone in the forest.
The rogue lunged. A deafening roar suddenly shattered the night. Everything froze. The rogues immediately stopped smiling. One of them cursed. Another took a nervous step backward. Even I stopped breathing. The forest seemed to tremble around us.
Then a massive black wolf burst from the darkness. My eyes widened. The wolf was enormous....far larger than any wolf I had ever seen before.
Its black fur gleamed beneath the moonlight and its golden eyes burned with pure fury. The nearest rogue barely had time to react. The black wolf slammed into him with terrifying force. The rogue crashed into a tree. A sickening c***k echoed through the forest.
The other rogues immediately shifted. Three wolves appeared where the men had stood. The battle erupted instantly. Growls shook the forest. Branches snapped and leaves flew through the air. Everything happened so quickly that I could barely follow it.
The black wolf moved like a shadow. It was fast and powerful. One rogue fell. Then another. The third tried to flee. The black wolf chased him into the darkness.
Several moments later, silence returned. I remained frozen on the ground. My entire body was shaking. Slowly, footsteps approached.
A man emerged from between the trees. My breath caught. He looked young, perhaps only a few years older than me. He was tall and powerfully built, with broad shoulders and dark hair that fell slightly across his forehead. His dark eyes studied me carefully.
There was something dangerous about him....something powerful. Yet strangely, I didn't feel afraid. He stopped several feet away. For a long moment, neither of us spoke.
Then his gaze shifted toward the darkness where the black wolf had disappeared. A faint smile touched his lips. Before I could ask who he was, his body suddenly tensed.
My eyes widened. Bones cracked and muscles expanded. Black fur burst across his skin. I stared in horror as the truth became clear. The mysterious man and the enormous black wolf were the same person.
And as the massive black wolf stood before me beneath the moonlight, I realized I had no idea whether my savior was a friend... or something far more dangerous.