Caitlin
I’m so far out of my body, I’m on Mars. I see the scene unfolding from far, far away. Trevor still standing there with a g*n in his shaking hand.
My dad on his back getting the s**t beat out of him by Paolo.
His b***h of a girlfriend shrinking in the corner with terror in her eyes.
And I feel nothing.
A better person would stop Paolo. Or at least a living one. But I’m not better and I’m definitely not present.
And if I did feel anything, I’m pretty sure it would be satisfaction that my dad is getting his due.
All this time, he’s been alive.
What are you doing here, Caitie? was all he had to say to me when he got out of his pickup. Like I don’t belong here. Like he resented me being here. No explanation or apology for ditching out on his two kids when they were the ripe old
