Caitlin
The first thing I did when Paolo dropped me home was go over and see Trevor. Paolo was right. He hadn’t noticed anyone watching him. Didn’t even register that I hadn’t checked in.
I debated telling him what happened, but I decided not to worry him. He’s happy. He’s almost like a normal college student, partying and hooking up with girls and having fun. His existence has been different from mine. We got separated into different foster families. His adopted him. They were decent. He’s turned out normal.
I don’t want to disturb that.
So I go on.
Only everything’s different now.
I’m different.
I keep thinking about Paolo. Wondering if I should’ve played anything differently. If I made a mistake having s*x with him. The old me would’ve beat myself up for my crazy. Wondered when I
