An Unspoken Decision

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The letter arrived on a silver tray, trembling slightly in the butler’s gloved hands. I was halfway through brushing my hair—forty-seven strokes in—and paused at the sound of cautious footsteps outside my chamber door. The knock was gentle, almost reluctant, as though the very wood felt the weight of what was to come. “You may enter,” I called, setting down the brush. Gerald, ever composed, stepped inside and bowed. “Pardon the disturbance, Lady Celeste. A letter has arrived. Sealed by the royal crest.” My stomach gave a soft, traitorous twist. I took the envelope with both hands, fingers grazing the hot wax insignia—two serpents encircling a bleeding sun. The seal of House Valtarion. The royal line. “Is Father aware?” I asked. Gerald nodded once. “He summoned the family to the solar. You are requested to join them once you are dressed.” I waited until he exited before pressing the envelope to my chest and letting out a long, deliberate breath. So. The time had come. Tribute season. A tradition wrapped in silk and thorns, gilded with honor, but whispered about like a funeral. Every region was required to offer a human girl to the crown—ostensibly as a gesture of loyalty and cooperation between the races. But behind closed doors, we all knew the truth. The royal court needed new blood. Fresh amusements. And something different to sink its teeth into. I dressed quickly, opting for a modest indigo gown with ivory lace cuffs. It was the sort of dress that implied poise, not provocation. My hair was pinned loosely, curls soft against my neck. I arrived outside the solar just as the door was closing. I paused, unseen. They were already speaking. I know I should have entered. I should have announced myself like a proper lady, chin lifted and voice composed. But something in me—something small and sharp—held me still. So I stayed in the corridor, just beyond the edge of candlelight, listening. “She is of age,” Father said. His voice was firm. Unyielding. “And she suits what they want.” Genevieve scoffed. “You mean she suits what they’re curious about.” Mother’s voice, soft but insistent, followed. “Genevieve—” “No, let her speak,” Father cut in. “It is not an invalid point.” Henry cleared his throat. “What about Liana Auden? Or Florence Lavey? Both from strong bloodlines. Both beautiful. Both... more likely to be accepted.” Genevieve laughed, cruel and clipped. “More like both pale enough to be paraded.” Silence. And then Father again: “The King doesn’t want predictable. He wants a statement.” I leaned closer. “She’ll make waves,” he continued. “They’ll talk. They’ll question. But they’ll remember. That’s more than any of the others could offer.” “She’ll be isolated,” Mother said quietly. “You know what that court is like. Those... things...” Her voice trailed off. “She can handle it,” Father said. “You mean she’ll survive it,” Mother replied, a blade wrapped in velvet. More silence. I imagined them seated around the polished rosewood table—my father stiff-backed in the largest chair, my mother with her hands folded in her lap, Genevieve curled like a cat, claws ready, Henry fidgeting with a button on his waistcoat. “She is strong,” my mother said softly. “But even strong things break when they are made to stand alone for too long.” Father’s voice dropped to something colder. “This is not a request. This is duty.” “She is your daughter,” Mother said, not for the first time. “And so she will rise,” he answered. There was something final in his tone. Something irrevocable. Then came the sound of a chair scraping back. A deep breath. “It will be Celeste.” I stepped away before anyone thought to check the hallway. That night, dinner was a quiet affair. The staff served roasted quail with honeyed carrots and herb-stuffed rolls, but I barely tasted any of it. Father did not speak of the letter. Neither did Mother. Genevieve ate like she was bored of the whole affair, her fork clinking rhythmically against her plate, eyes distant. Henry glanced at me once, then away again. I did not mention that I’d already known. I played the role assigned to me—quiet, attentive, poised. Let them believe they were deciding my fate. Let them think I was a vessel to be poured into. It was easier that way. Later, I found myself by the library window, fingers trailing the edges of the old glass panes. The moon hung heavy outside, bright as milk. I could see the edges of the forest from here, silver-tipped and wild. I had been taught since birth to mind the difference between choice and obedience. To walk straight-backed, even when the floor was tilting. To thank those who clipped my wings because at least they had not broken my bones. But tonight, something curled inside me. Not rage. Not grief. Something older. Resolve. If I were to be given—let me be unforgettable.
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