Bella’s POV The beeping of machines was the first thing I heard. It was slow, steady, annoying. My body felt heavy, like someone had poured cement into my veins. My head pounded, and when I tried to move, pain shot through my shoulder like a burning knife. I sucked in a sharp breath, eyes fluttering open. White walls. The sterile smell of disinfectant. The dim glow of the overhead lights. A hospital. I was in a hospital. I was alive. A bitter laugh almost escaped my lips. Why? Why couldn’t the moon goddess just let me die? It would’ve been easier. No more pain. No more Lucian. No more pretending. I turned my head slightly, wincing at the dull ache, and that’s when I saw him. Lucian. Standing at the foot of my bed, hands stuffed into his pockets. His face was unreadable, but his j

