No! I can't just accept this affair. The pain I'm experiencing is not worth all the time I've wasted to accompany someone who chose to f**k my sister. I've been a good wife and Luna. I never looked at other men and always made Chris my only one.
However, I also don't want my child to live and grow up with rotten-hearted and disgusting people like those two. But if Chris finds out that I'm pregnant with his child, he definitely won't let me go. And that means it will be even more challenging for me to get away from him. "No, Chris can't know that I'm pregnant."
Suddenly, the image of the past, the first time I met Chris, came swirling back into my head. At that time, it was raining quite heavily. I met Chris when we were both taking shelter under a large tree in the centre of the city park. There was a strange thrill when our eyes met for the first time. And at that time, I had no idea that Chris was a friend of Nico, my younger brother.
"I didn't expect you to do this to me, Nico," I said painfully.
At that time, I asked Chris to bring my sister to live with me in the pack because he was my only family. Chris immediately agreed because he thought of my brother as his brother, too. Yes, even though they ended up riding each other in my absence.
I touched my forehead with one hand, feeling the throbbing that wouldn't subside. "Let's think how to get that bastard to reject me as his mate." I need to be able to do something quickly. I don't want to live with two disgusting bastards like them anymore.
I continued to think hard until my gaze stopped on the sheet of paper with my examination results today. Suddenly, an idea popped into my head. I smiled stiffly, reaching for the paper. I stared at it for a long time before tearing off the part where the result stated that I was pregnant. I smashed it so hard, ensuring no trace of it would be left behind. Yes, except for the hospital's name and my name as a patient.
My eyes shifted to the ultrasound result. I quickly put it into a bag and stored it in the most hidden place. Then, I rushed out of the cafe, driving the car towards the nearest bank.
I didn't waste much time, so I quickly went in and took out all my savings. There was nothing left, even if it was just one dollar. Then, I got out of the bank and sat in the car. "Now, let's go find an airplane ticket, honey." I stroked my stomach before grabbing my phone and started searching for the fastest flight I could get.
When I was done, I paused and tapped the steering wheel as I thought, "Something seems to be missing." I was still thinking and looking around. Until my gaze stopped at a pharmacy. I snapped my fingers and walked straight out.
There, I bought a test pack and dipped it in water. That way, there wouldn't be a positive result in it, and Chris wouldn't know what was going on.
Now, everything I needed was gathered. I must go to the hotel and put away all the money and trunks I can take.
Next, I quickly organised the fake evidence I made into a folder and put it into my bag. At that moment, I took a deep breath, which felt so heavy this time. So, with steady steps, I entered the car and returned home to end it all.
"Yeah, don't worry, Nevea," I told myself. By now, I was at the doorstep of the house.
The werewolves and the omegas inside now guard the house. I smiled sadly, feeling the pain of this betrayal. The people in this pack already knew the rottenness of my husband. But they all choose to keep quiet and cover it up because they are strongly tied to the alpha as their leader.
I could even find the delta of Chris, who was currently standing near the stairs and immediately bowed respectfully when he saw me. The man greeted me politely. "Luna Nevea?"
I didn't want to answer him. But the delta kept asking me. "Are you okay? How was today's examination?"
Ah, I forgot that they all knew about my examination today. Supposedly, he was the one who went to escort me. But instead, he said he was busy. That rotten bastard, however, was using it to enjoy riding Nico while I was gone. So, I shrugged and replied, "Yeah, that's it."
Now, I understood. The reason why my head and chest so often felt like they were going to explode. As it turned out, it was all because of the betrayal committed by Chris and Nico. They didn't think about my situation at all. They were selfish and very sickening.
And something even more sickening was now unfolding before my eyes. On a sofa usually used for two people, Chris and Nico sat together intimately. They were laughing, talking with no distance separating them. They didn't even notice me sitting in front of them.
"You're nice and considerate," Nico complimented me in a charming tone.
Damn, at that moment, I realised everything. Why had I been so blind and assumed they were only related as sisters? No sister touched each other's faces and complimented them with such bright eyes. They no longer have any distance and stick together all the time. They were too close for just a -in-law.
Finally, I cleared my throat briefly. Only then do they turn their heads simultaneously and look at me. At that moment, Chris immediately looked at me coldly. "Oh, you're home already?"
Chris asked so coldly. He didn't care about me anymore. And just look at how Niko is still clinging to him. The woman looked at me and asked, "Brother? Are you home?" I could also see that Niko's hand was touching Chris' arm in a spoiled way.
I felt so disgusted, so I only answered briefly. "Yes."
Chris then glanced back at me and asked coldly, "How did it go?" The man didn't even bother to approach. He stayed where he was and guarded the wine even though his wife was me, not Nico.
I looked at Chris and put on a pitiable face. "Are you asking about my examination?" I asked in a hoarse voice. At that moment, I changed my expression, becoming so weak. I was sure that I looked even paler than before.
And amazingly, Nico immediately acted pathetic and straightened up to touch my hand. "Big sister, are you okay?"
I immediately dismissed his hand in the most subtle way I could. If I wasn't playing a drama, I would have slapped Nico's face. I didn't want to come into contact with a snake woman like her.
I took a slow breath and said, "My condition, yes, I'm fine...."
Chris looked impatient from across the seat. The man squinted and repeated his question. "So, what, how did it go? Is that pain in your head just your hallucination, or what is it?"
I smiled sadly and held it tightly in my chest. Hallucination, she said? Huh! Damn hallucinations! It's all because of you! Because you betrayed the bond between us and f****d that damn b***h who is my biological sister.
I took a deep breath and looked at Chris' face with puffy eyes. I said, "Yes, this may be indeed a hallucination." Right at that moment, Chris became even colder. He didn't react at all the way a mate would, and I was getting more and more disappointed with him.
Why was I so stupid not to know all this? I should have realised that Chris's indifference to me wasn't because he was busy. It was because he had another b***h, Nico.
Then I said again. "There's something I want to talk to you about, Chris."
Chris rudely replied in a high tone. "Just talk about it here! I'm swamped!" When Chris said that, I felt like I was being mistreated. He could stick it to my sister like that and yell at me harshly in front of many people.
I took a deep breath and took out a test pack I had faked. I placed it on the table with my body trembling. Everyone saw it. And I braced myself even though it was going to hurt a lot. There was no other way. This was all the best for me and my child. I no longer want to stay here and witness the despicable affair between my husband and my sister. "I checked earlier."
Chris took the test pack and saw one red line on it. He then slammed the test pack on the floor and hit the table hard. I was a little surprised by his loud voice. Chris snapped, "What is this? You can't give me any more children?"
"Even though we've done it repeatedly, the results are always the same. This can't be happening. There must be something wrong with you! You must have some kind of disorder that makes it difficult for me to have children!" Chris was accused without mercy.
Ah, it turned out that Chris liked to blame me for every problem I had. He's rude and explosive and easily gets emotional. I took the right step. I've been thinking about this since I was at the cafe. I weighed all the possibilities that could happen. I took advantage of Chris's temperament to make it impossible to double-check carefully.
I swallowed hard and said, "I have something to say about that." At that moment, I felt so anxious. My hands were slightly sweaty, so they were wet and felt so slippery.
Chris, of course, immediately barked, "What? What's wrong? Can't you give me a child?"
Tears welled up in my eyes, and I burst into sobs. Even though this was just an act, my heart still hurt. Emboldened, I took out an examination paper that I had destroyed. Chris immediately took it and frowned. There was nothing he could read. My hands had destroyed all the writing. So, in a loud and unruly voice, Chris asked, "What is this paper?"
I looked down, then replied, "It's the result of my examination from Oak Crest hospital. The doctor said there's something wrong with my uterus, and I won't be able to have children."
"What?" Chris shouted. His voice echoed to the front of the room, where the pack dwellers were.
Chris was breathing heavily. "You deformed woman!" Chris immediately stood up and slapped me with all his might.
I was unprepared for that. Never even expected it. This was the first time Chris had dared to hit me and play with my hands. Everyone was silent, suddenly silent and didn't dare to comment. Well, except for that b***h sitting over there. I could see Nico grinning from his chair while crossing his legs.
I almost fell off the chair, but I managed to hold on. At that moment, I immediately clutched my stomach, protecting it from the evil attack that Chris was doing on me.
Chris's face completely darkened. He looked so furious and looked at me with blazing anger. "I've been trying to have a child with you. But you, you're a f*****g woman! You ruined all my efforts!"
Chris pointed at my face with his hands already shaking with anger. The man looked like he was going to eat me alive. With his eyes already so red, Chris said, "If you can't give me a child, that means you're useless. There's no reason for me to be with you anymore."
And I saw it, how Chris pulled Nico to stand by his side. The man pointed at Chris with his still trembling hand and said with great pressure. "And I'm going to make Nico my tender, my mate! And she's going to bear many children from me! From now on, I will do the rejecting to you."
Chris straightened up, so boldly and without hesitation, Chris said, "I, Alpha Chris of Ragged Furs pack. Reject Nevea Eldennas as my mate and life mate."
The sound Chris uttered was like a thunderbolt rumbling before it struck. The pain that shot through me was so intense, so hot. My chest felt like it was going to explode, and I was having trouble breathing. With trembling hands, I clawed at my chest. I couldn't bear it. This felt like an authentic simulation of death because of my severed relationship. I could feel it, how the mark Chris gave me burned with such fire.
Chris mercilessly said, "And you quickly say that you also reject me as your mate!"
I couldn't hold back my tears. This pain was tormenting me like there was no tomorrow. My breath was coming in gasps, and my body felt like it was being skinned alive. With the remaining strength I had, I said haltingly, "I... Nivea Eldennas, hereby sever my relationship with Chris Joanes as my partner as well as my eyes. And I also sever myself as a Luna in the Ragged Furs pack."
And that's when a much bigger pain came. My heart throbbed painfully, so much so that it felt like it was going to fall out of place. The throbbing was so strong that I could only open my mouth and almost scream out in pain.
With tears in my eyes, I looked at everything. The people who looked grieving and looked down, even the delta, that guy also looked equally sad. He looked at me with pity. But I also knew that he, too, could not do anything because he was strongly bound to always be by the side of his alphas, his leader.
I couldn't stop my tears from falling to the floor. My hands continued to tremble, and I clutched at my chest, which felt more painful by the moment. I wanted to sob so badly, but I held it back by biting my lips as hard as I could. It was painful. But, on the other hand, it also felt so relieving.
"Yes, this is all your fault, Chris. Your fault because you were so stupid to be blinded by anger without seeing the reality." You'll see, regret it and cry when you find out what I can do. Karma will come, and that karma is me.