—Killian— The ride back to the cabin is fast, I'm pretty sure I broke more than one speeding laws. But I'm so mad, I know I messed up years ago, but I've been doing my best to prove to Lena how sorry I am and that I've changed. But she only wants me physically, I guess I might finally have to accept defeat and let her go, but not to Jeremy over my dead body will he have her. We finally make it to the cabin and I pack my car. "Killian…" Lena tries to talk to me. "Don't Lena please, I'm tired, I'm tired of this back and forth, I know I hurt you and I'll never be able to forgive myself for what I did to you. But I'm doing my damn best to prove to you how sorry I am and that I've changed. But I've heard everything you've said and I'll respect your decision. I'll give you space, and we ca

