The sunshine

Her first love

Alia pov:

We enter the class before time. We both take a seat at the back, last second bench. Because of Ely I couldn't adore his handsomeness. I'm I really thinking to marry a boy I saw some minutes ago, without knowing him, his name, his character, his marital status overall without knowing anything about him, Yes I'm already planning my future with him, without even knowing anything about him. How can this be, is it really me? who used to hate boys and just by watching a man, I want him in my life. I will become mad thinking about him. I start scratching my head in irritation, when Ely stops me "what happened, why are you scratching your head like that? it's ok you can tell me my dear bestie", how can she call me bestie when we just became friends yesterday, isn't it same as me, wanting that man to be my husband? I take a deep breathe and ask her " can I share it with you? won't you think I'm being like others who just fell for someone's appearance ?", she glares at me in complete shock and shouts with happiness,"you like someone? really?who? where is he? how does he look? what is his name? " I shut her mouth with my hands and drag her outside, grabbing her hand like she did before, it's not like I feel embarrassed, I just don't want people to know me. "God, Ely, Why are you so happy? and I don't know if I like him or not but I can't stop my mind to think about him from the moment I saw him,it's the first time I'm feeling something for a boy, it's not hatred like I used to feel for other boys, but something strange, a strange connection. I feel like I want him. Did he do something to me? Why I'm I thinking so much about him? ", she starts giggling ,I give her a frustrated side look, "stop it", she stops giggling and look at me with a serious look, " I know it's your first time talking about a boy, your granny told me everything about you, at last you spoke to me freely,thanks to him. Look my angry young lady, he didn't do any black magic to you, so stop thinking it's that. It's love. Love at first sight, you are in love. By the way who is he? What's his name? ", " stop asking me so many questions. I don't know anything about him, I don't even know if I can meet him again.", I say as I made a sad face. She bursts out laughing "I can't believe it's you, it's not the Alia your granny described me, nor the one whom I met ", ya she is right though. It's not me, what is he doing to me, how can I change so much. Ely places both her hands in my shoulders" look Alia, don't worry I will find him for you no matter what. After all it's your first love"she says giggling loudly and we head back to our class.

We were about to enter the class when we saw the professor already taking attendance, I hault there, wait ,what? I open my mouth in a complete shock. He is a teacher, how can he be a teacher? he looks so young. I can't believe what I just saw right now. He turns towards us, how? I mean how the f**k he is so handsome? my eyes met his and I felt goosebumps erecting in my body.It seemed like he want to say something, but he closed his eyes and took a deep breath holding the table with one hand, he opens his eyes and say "come in".Hell,he sounds so sexy. Not only his face,his voice is even more attractive.Ely was about to move when she saw me standing still like a statue "Alia, what are you doing? come fast" we went back to our seat.

I kept staring at him like he is some show piece in a museum. Not only me, all the girls including some boys too kept staring at him like me. I think I should forget about him, there's no way he will ever choose me he can pull any girl he want, at least not when such beautiful girls in the campus are admiring him. I look outside thinking to give up on him when I saw other girls from the university, clicking and taking videos of him through the window and door from outside of our class. Go away girls, he is not a celebrity.But he is more handsome than them just like a frictional character.But I am confirmed now that I should give up on me. He can never be mine. I look at Ely to say her about him but she is too busy in admiring his handsome face. I sigh and make a sad face.

I can't help it, it just feels bad that I'm nothing in front of him.If we become a couple, someone can advertise us together, where the theme will be pull a handsome man by this beauty cream even the ugliest girl can have a heavenly looking man,just apply the beauty cream, what the f**k.

I come out of my senses when I hear the world's most attractive voice is calling my name with a voice filled with love and looking at me , how did he know my name. Did he just notice me? "Ms.Alia.... I want you to come to front row if you are okay? ", Oh my heaven ,why does he want me to go to front row? he really is planning to give me a heart attack today. I feel a lot of prying eyes on me ready to kill me. Ely hits me with her elbow and speaks in a very low voice, " Omg Alia, he is calling you ", I give her a expression to shut up and stand in my place.

" Can..... Can she accompany me? " I ask pointing my finger towards Ely, Ely was in a shock like I said her to marry me. He gives a smirk and say"Of course, why not?", we go to the front row, where I was about to sit in the middle but he stops me and directs Ely to go first and I sit in the side.He looks more handsome from near, only I know how hardly I'm controlling my nervousness. I have never known how does nervousness feels like? but it's not good, atleast not in this situation. I started shaking my legs due to nervousness. I couldn't stop my legs from doing it. Hope he doesn't notice it, what will he think of me if he saw me this nervous? and all of a sudden I started biting my lips. I feel at ease when the class ended and he went out of the class, I didn't even realize I was holding my breathe, my heart starts racing. I noticed again the girls are glaring at me with jealousy. f**k I didn't want anyone to notice me, but now everyone is looking at me like I have stolen their boyfriend, I hate it when I become the centre of attraction. Why does he have to do that? I couldn't think of anything else. I just take my bag and leave the class. I told Ely not to follow me and I need to go somewhere, I have some important work.