Two Hearts And A Baby

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

Faith woke in the dark around two thirty trying to remember what happened.  Her body felt better then she remembered the Ball her knee hurting and getting a migraine.  Kincade had come to help her, and she vaguely remembers asking him to stay.  God why did she say that but remembered the migraine medicine takes away some inhabitations.  He didn’t stay but said he’d come back she couldn’t remember if he did.  Reaching over she turned on the lamp for light because it had a soft glow what had awoken her.  It came again a soft knock on her door groaning she gently stood on her legs.

“Just a minute,” she called softly thinking it was Kincade coming to check on her.

Looking down at herself, she realized she only wore a silk robe so going into the closet she grabbed the nightgown Kincade loved so much and put it on.  After which she put the silk robe back on over the nightgown.  Finally going to the door, she opened it to find not Kincade but Christina.

“Christina it’s very late and I’m still really tired,” Faith tried hard to be polite.

Christina on the other hand wasn’t so inclined, “I could careless we need to talk.”

She pushed past Faith glided into the room and found herself impressed with the room they would give a nanny.  It wasn’t as elegant as hers, but it was still nice for hired help.

“My, my you’ve certainly come up in the world haven’t you,” Christina was harsh with her tone.  She’d laid in her bed for several hours fuming over how Kincade acted after his Mother left with Faith.  It was this woman’s fault and if she got rid of her things would be perfect again, well except for the brat.

Faith tried hard to hold her temper, “Look Christina I don’t care about all of this.  I was and will be perfectly happy in my old life.  I have my own home along with a wonderful job after a few weeks, I’ll be able to go back at this point all I care about is Gabe.  He’s the only reason I’m here,” she wasn’t going to tell her Kincade had become a reason, but it would never happen.

“Good because Kincade and all that comes with him are mine.  If I was threatened, I might be tempted to do something horrible,” Christina turned in a flair of blond hair and silk fabric, which was so sheer you could almost see through it.

A knock sounded on his door and the is what woke him getting up he found the alcohol he drank was out of his system.  He found he still wore his pants but nothing else opening the door he found Christina smiling sweetly at him.

“Hello Kincade, may I come in,” she moved into the room.

“I don’t know it’s late and I was sleeping,” he tried to explain.

She just wasn’t listening, “I’m sorry maybe I can help you get back to sleep.”

Once in the room she turned to press her body firmly against him and she began to rub her hips gently against him.  Kincade felt revulsion as she rubbed up against him her once lush body that produced desire in him didn’t anymore.

“Please Christina, I’m tired and especially not in my parent’s house,” Kincade set her away from him.

She wasn’t happy about his rejection since they’d always enjoyed the intimacy between each other but ever since Faith came along things were different, “I’m sure Susan and Howard do.”

“I’m sure they do but their married,” he was harsher than he intended to be.

“We’ll I’m sure your parents won’t mind since we’ve already set a date,” she smiled happily.

“I haven’t set on anything yet for now I think you should go to bed because I’m in no mood for you right now.”

After Christina, left Faith couldn’t get to sleep again, and Gabe was with Joy, so she figured she’d take some time for herself.  She needed air the house was closing in on her too much lately or maybe it was her feelings.  Deciding a walk would be good leaving the room she headed down the hall when she saw Kincade’s door open.  He hauled Christina out into the hall she quietly sneaked by the two thinking she hadn’t been seen.  Kincade had seen her the minute the light entered the darken hallway.  Now getting rid of Christina was even more apparent since he needed to check on Faith saying it was easier than doing it.

Faith hurried down the hall to the back stairs which lead to the kitchen then made her way out the back door into the garden.  Walking toward the pond Susan had taken her to the other day.  As she walked, she happened upon a path to her left, but it had become overgrown with shrubs and thickets.  Not even thinking about the fact her feet were bare she began following the path.  The thicket, twigs, and sticks grabbed at her silk nightgown and robe, but she didn’t care.  Finally, after a few minutes the path opened into a large clearing and sitting in the middle of it was an old gazebo.  Overgrown vines seemed to cover it everywhere, but she found it charming.  Once inside she saw benches covered in dust the vines had gotten inside to grow across the walls.  There was a small hole in the roof allowing some light to come in from the top even though there were a few windows, but the vines covered them too.  It made it more intimate to her way of thinking.

Kincade was becoming frustrated because he couldn’t seem to get it across to Christina, they weren’t going to spend the night together, “Look Christina we’ll talk about everything tomorrow.  Right now, I’d like to go back to sleep I’m exhausted.”

She put her lips in what she thought was a sexy pout in the hopes he would change his mind, “Please Kincade.”

“No Christina, now please go to your room,” he tried not to shout.

She finally knew he wasn’t going to relent so she left him, “Very well Kincade, goodnight.”

He didn’t even reply just closed the door then turned to put his shoes on.  Christina was angry storming off to her room she slammed the door shut.  He didn’t bother to put on a shirt instead hurried to the door and checked the hallway to see if Christina left.  Seeing it was all clear, he slipped out of his room to follow the path Faith had taken.  As he entered the garden, he saw her dart down a path he hadn’t been in years.  Taking after her Kincade followed her into the large clearing where the old gazebo sat.  He hadn’t thought about this place in forever walking inside he saw her standing in the middle with some moonlight shining down from a small hole in the roof.  She was wearing the silk nightgown he loved but a matching robe covered it.  Her feet were bare while her hair was flowing down her back, God she was beautiful is all he could think.  One thing he noticed was she didn’t have her cane Faith felt as if she wasn’t alone anymore turning around, she found him watching her.  He was bare chested making her tremble just looking at it.  He was looking down at her legs she suddenly realized she’d forgotten to bring her cane.

“How is your knee,” he softly spoke.

“It feels better, I just needed to get out, so I didn’t even realize I’d forgotten to grab my cane,” she replied.

He knew how she felt looking around he remembered when his Mother wanted this, “My Mother begged my Father for this gazebo and finally he gave in, she used it once.”

Faith wanted to move but his gaze held her still, “So it’s just sat here all this time.”

“No when I was young, I’d come out here to hide from my Mother,” he almost laughed at the look on her face, “Not because she beat me but because she wouldn’t let me be a child.  I would also come out here to get away from Susan and as I got older, I’d bring girls here to make out.”

Faith was intrigued, “And.”

“They were good girls from good social groups.  We never went any further because I couldn’t risk getting one pregnant.”

She smiled sadly, “Good social circles like Christina but not like Julie.”

“Yes, but you need to understand,” he moved closer to her.

“Explain,” she wanted to move away but found she couldn’t.

“The last girl I brought here claimed I got her pregnant she had her parents believing it.  My Mother always protects the reputation of the family and had the girl investigated.  Turns out she’d gotten pregnant by this boy who was from the wrong side of her social status, but she needed a man with a good name to give to her baby,” he watched her face closely.

“So why did you start dating women like Julie,” she finally had to back up a bit because he moved forward again.

“I didn’t want a woman who was only interested in making a good social marriage.  I had hoped to find love and made a point to make sure to use a lot of protection during s*x to ensure no pregnancy.  Somehow the protection your sister and I used failed because we have Gabe.”

“Then why Christina,” she watched his eyes closely for any sign of confusion or lies.

He moved toward her again, as he spoke, “We found we had quite a bit in common.”

She needed to leave but how far would she get before he grabbed her, “Like not wanting children.”

He could see her breathing had increased by the rise and fall of her lush breasts.  He affected her just as much as she affected him, “Yes but not anymore,” at that moment Faith knew she needed to leave but, in a way, he wouldn’t chase her, “Gabe has changed my mind,” he could see she wanted to bolt.

“I understand I’m going to go inside,” she started too slowly move toward him in the hopes of going around.

“Not yet Faith,” he moved even closer to her.

“What,” she didn’t know how much longer she could hold out.  The more he moved toward her the more she knew what was coming.

“You know I want more children and that I love Gabe.  He’s made me see what no others could.”

“I know Kincade,” she could feel her guard lowering because she’d do anything for Gabe, “I’m leaving tomorrow.”

He’d been thinking the very thing but having her say it made his heart hurt, “Why,” he wanted to know her reason.

She sighed heavily, “Because your Mother’s right.”

“About what,” he didn’t know what she was talking about he thought they had settled everything from the other day.

“I’m just the nanny and Gabe’s Aunt I’m not anyone important and never will be.  Christina is going to be your wife so it’s just best if I leave.”

She felt tears forming and needed to get out of here, but he wasn’t going to let her go not yet, “Faith,” he whispered.

“No, I have to go,” she tried to move past him, but he grabbed her.

“I can’t let you go Faith,” he said while exploring her indigo eyes.

She saw the desire burning deep inside his violet eyes and knew she wasn’t going anywhere.  They’d been heading down this path for a while now and the moment had come, “Kincade,” she whispered his name.

A growl escaped his throat as his mouth quickly captured hers it was a brand on her causing a small moan to come out.  The kiss deepened as a fire began to slowly burn in her stomach while his hands felt like they were scorching her back through the silk covering it.  He was pressing her into him trying to get closer while his hard-bare chest was branding her now sensitive breasts.  Kincade could feel her hardened n*****s against him so lifting her ever so slightly he moved backwards, and she found herself pressed against the hard gazebo wall.

Breaking the kiss needing to breath that’s when she said, “Kincade we have to stop.”

 He was trailing hot wet kisses down her neck toward her lush breasts, “No,” he growled against the top of her breast.

She pulled his face away from her chest to look at him and what she saw astounded her.  It was pure raw desire raging in the depths of his violet eyes he felt her whole-body quiver as he gazed into her eyes.

“But” she breathlessly started to say.

“Dammit Faith no more thinking I want you and I’ll have you.  I’m not letting go until we’ve finished this.  God woman just let go and feel, no more thoughts, no more talking, we’ll worry about everything else later.  Please just let us have this pleasure for now.”

She couldn’t argue with him anymore she wanted to feel this pleasure also.  She wanted to feel everything they would produce with each other and in an instant, he knew he’d won.  Not waiting a second, he latched his mouth onto her hardened n****e through the silk gown.  Faith felt her legs go slack and luckily, he felt it and lifted her up where she wrapped her long legs around him.  Putting his hands under her bottom to give more support, he found she wasn’t wearing underwear.

He groaned, “Oh God Faith.”

“What,” she breathed against his hair.

“You’re completely naked under your gown,” he breathed against the wet fabric.

“Yes,” she wiggled against the front of him to feel his erection press into her.

He groaned then bit down on her n****e causing her to cry out, “You like that.”

“Yes,” she moaned as he pulled it into his hot mouth.

He needed to feel her naked breasts setting her down shoving the robe off her shoulders.  Grabbing the thin straps of the nightgown, he pulled them down until her breasts popped out leaving the straps where they were trapping her arms against her sides.  Leaning down he captured a bare breast in his mouth causing Faith to arch her back.  She felt the cold wall behind her while Kincade proceeded to lavish attention on first one breast then the other.  He rolled his tongue around each n****e before sucking it into his mouth where he’d nip it then flick it.  She felt her legs turning to jelly and knew she’d have to sit down.

“Kincade,” she whispered.

“Hmm,” he said against her n****e.

“I need to sit.”

He pulled her gown the rest of the way off then reaching down lifted her, she wrapped her legs around him.  With his hands under her bottom and her back pressed against the wall, he reached a hand under a leg.  With a finger, he ran it across her womanly flesh causing her to buck against him while whimpering.  He knew she was going to be pure fire when they finally joined taking the same finger, he slid into her.  In a slow motion, he moved inside her, and she turned into a wild animal he added another finger.  Capturing his lips with hers, she made passionate love to his mouth as his fingers continued their sweet torture.  Her hips began to move in the motion of his fingers he knew she was getting close by her moans.

It wasn’t time yet, so he removed his fingers, “Kincade,” she groaned.

“Unzip my pants and release me Faith,” he moaned.

While he held her bottom and the wall supported her back, she took her hands from his shoulders reaching between their bodies she found the top of his pants.  Finding the button, she flipped it open then unzipped the zipper reaching in she pulled out his hard erection.  He groaned the second she touched him but once he was in her hands she didn’t let go.  Instead, her hand wrapped around him, and she began to move up and down.  He latched his mouth onto one of her n*****s, as her movements seemed to get faster and faster.  It was as if she was torturing him, oh but it felt so good and he knew if they didn’t stop, he would be done before they even got started.

“Enough,” he growled as he released her n****e.

Faith released him and as his breathing leveled, she moved her hands back to his shoulders.  Without hesitation, he plunged into her making her arch into him causing him to go deeper.

“God you’re so hot,” he groaned as he began to move.

“Oh Cade,” she moaned as he steadily thrust.

He heard her say his nickname and it made him harden even more, “Say my nickname again.”

“More Cade, oh God more,” she cried out.

Like a wild creature, she met his demanding thrusts as he started to move faster.  She didn’t feel the cold wall digging into her back or that her knee was beginning to hurt again.  The world was beautiful in this moment as their moans filled the old gazebo.  His thrusts became more urgent as he felt himself rising but he wanted her to find pleasure first.  Faith felt her body burst into fire as his thrusts became harder and faster.

“Cade, oh Cade,” she cried out as the dam broke inside and washed over to engulf her entire body.

He felt the fire burn him the second she climaxed as the heat poured all around him.  Clutching him tightly inside her he thrust one more time then followed her into the fire, “Oh Faith, oh God,” he groaned as his body poured into her.

It was the most intense experience ever for both and didn’t exactly know what to think.  All they did know was the world was in perfect harmony, as they stood connected against the gazebo wall.  Their breathing was still erratic as they were coming down from the pleasure, but Kincade needed to sit down.  Moving over to one of the benches, he sat down while still deep inside her.  She was holding on to him so tightly thinking had it been like this for him with Julie or Christina.  This thought broke some of the spell realizing what they had just done he felt the change in her.

“What’s wrong,” he softly asked.

“Was it like this with Julie and Christina,” she asked.

“Hell no, you make me burn,” he confessed.

Her heart lightened a bit but then realized she couldn’t keep him.  He felt warm drops hit his back and realized she was crying, “Faith.”

Her arms tightened around him, so he couldn’t pull her away to look at her face because she couldn’t handle it right now, “We shouldn’t have done this, but it was the best s*x I’ve ever had.”

This pleased him however, he heard a hesitation in her voice, “But,” he asked.

“It’s not fair I can’t keep you,” she stood grabbing her robe then quickly as her hurt knee would allow left the gazebo.

Putting on her robe so she wasn’t completely naked, but Kincade was a bit stunned then realized he needed to go after her.  Standing he zipped up his pants grabbed her nightgown and left the gazebo.  He saw her just ahead then she stumbled because of her knee and within seconds, he had her in his arms.

“Damn its Faith, you need to stop doing this your knee will get worse,” he scolded her.

“I know but you all make me crazy,” she didn’t want to cuddle into his arms but couldn’t help herself.

“Oh God, we forgot to use protection,” he was a bit freaked out now.

She chuckled, “It’s alright I’ve been on birth control for years with no pregnancies I’m sure we’re fine.”

“Come to my room with me,” he asked as he retraced their steps back to the house.

“I can’t Kincade,” she declared.

“I like it better when you call me Cade,” he nuzzled her neck.

“Hmm,” she murmured not really thinking as he was creating another burning inside her, “Stop,” she softly said.

“Please,” he whispered.

“I need to think about things right now, please give me time,” she softly asked.

“Alright,” he wasn’t happy, but he’d give her some time.

Back at the house he took them up the back stairs to her room where he deposited her on the bed along with her nightgown, “I’ll see you sometime later,” he gently kissed her then left the room.

Faith wanted to cry some more because she knew this was the only time, they would be intimate.  She couldn’t believe she’d broken on rule of being with a man who had a girlfriend, but one time was all right.  Beside she knew it would be because Emily made it perfectly clear Christina and Kincade had set a date.  His Mother wanted him to marry Christina and he will so with her mind made up she’d be leaving the next day.  A few days after she’d get in contact with him to arrange a visitation schedule.  Faith spent some time soaking her knee then icing it Susan came by to check on her.  She asked if Joy could take care of Gabe today, so she could rest and take care of her knee. 

Susan knew something was different, “What’s going on Faith.”

Faith sighed, “I’m going to leave tomorrow morning.”

“Why,” Susan didn’t want her to go yet.

“I talked to your Mother, and she’s informed me Christina and Kincade have set a date for the wedding.”

“I don’t think Cade would have agreed to this,” Susan was outraged.

“It doesn’t matter because your Mother wants him to marry Christina, so I’m not needed anymore.”

“But you and Cade want each other,” she stated a fact.

“It doesn’t matter what I want or Kincade it’s what your Mother wants,” she made up her mind, so no amount of talking was going to change her decision.

“Fine,” Susan was mad leaving the room to find Kincade.

She found him down by the pond with Gabe, “Damn you Cade,” she yelled at him the second she was before him.

“What,” he was surprised by his sister’s tone.

“Why couldn’t you get rid of Christina and be with Faith,” she was fuming.

“Hold up what are talking about,” he was confused.

“I just talked to Faith she says you’ve picked a wedding date.”

“Hold on I haven’t agreed to anything.  This whole thing is Mother and Christina trying to push me into marriage,” he looked at his sister and saw some of the anger leave her.

“So, what’s the plan,” she asked.

“I’m giving Faith time to figure out what she wants to do but I’m going to call things off with Christina no matter what.  She doesn’t want children and I don’t care if she told Mother, she would keep my love it’s a lie.”

“I should tell you Faith is planning on leaving tomorrow,” Susan decided she wouldn’t keep that a secret from him.

“Damn it, I hate to ask Joy for another favor, but will she watch Gabe again tonight,” he wanted to get Faith alone.

“That shouldn’t be a problem,” Susan would do anything to help Cade get Faith.