Amanda’s pov. “I want to go into the pack,” I tell Donna. She looks up from the documents she has been flipping through for the past hour and lifts a brow at me. “I thought you were satisfied to just remain curled up in a fetal position on your bed for the rest of your very short lifespan.” “I’m a lycan’s mate Tella, my lifespan is as long as his,” I correct her and she snorts. When I first found out I wouldn’t have to die earlier than Asher due to the lycan’s extended lifespan and the advantages of the mate bond, I was ecstatic, but now, with the thought that I might have to endure a long existence with my mate who no longer loves me… I might as well take my own life and finally leave this plane of existence, which would be a mercy as this world hasn’t favoured me at all. “So… why

