Chapter 46
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Tonia's POV
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I was shattered with the me. . . my mind kept on wondering to those people who were slaughtered mercilessly something deep within me kept on telling me to fight for my people but that's not who I am
"Guys I'm going for a walk I'll be back soon"
I said standing up as they all looked crazily at me
"Are you out of your mind? those things may still be out there searching for us what if they see you?"
Nikki blotted out fearfully
"Tonia,.. Nikki is right we aren't yet sure they are not tracking us down"
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"Guys come on it's just a few minutes walk I'll be fine and besides I learned taekwondo back home I'll be able to defend myself if the need arises"
I replied walking fast in order to avoid any more concern speech I needed to clear my head I walk through the woods I felt the life of the trees the wind revolved around me like it's near me the branches of the tree is bent as I walk past them and then the song came to me I couldn't hold it back
".......... How Will I know who I truly am.......
.... if wind and trees fall beside me......
...... I still hear the voice of love in my ears ......
....... And you know I'll always be there when you call.......
...... See the wind and cloud and stars...
..... It's calling.....
....... But no one knows. . . Why is so...
.....but it feels like it's calling out to me so come find me........
.... And then I'll know....
..... Who I truly am if what he says is true...."
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Fireflies by everywhere around me The wind made the Melody ever since I was born this was the first time I had ever experienced true happiness I just felt like I could do anything and I could be everything I wanted or I want to be and guess what it was the best feeling ever
"Ahrrrrhhh"
I screamed loudly as a hard hand grabbed me
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"Ahrrrrhhh"
I screamed loudly as a hard hand grabbed me
Immediately I used my elbow and hit him so hard as he lost his grip on me groaning in pain I turned to see Jimmy
"Awww right in the balls"
He exclaimed holding his d**k I'm paying for my god what have I done
"Jimmy ... What are you doing here? I'm so sorry I didn't know it was you"
"So you really thought I was going to let you go without watching you?"
"I found it suspicious that you didn't even say a word when I said that i was leaving"
So now you see that I'm not a child and I can protect myself"
"Yeah totally..."
"You shouldn't have come you know "
"I had to make sure you were alright... Come on I want to show you something"
Jimmy said holding my hands and dragging me as he walked deeper and deeper into the woods, his hands still compressing mine
"Where are we going?"
I asked looking around
"You will see"
He replied see you holding my hands tight
"Firstly you should know that am not a fan of surprises"
"Don't worry....you will love this one"
"That's my experience to tell"
He took me to a clef where the Rock stopped and formed a slight curve the stars were everywhere from this view everything was closer you could see the moon in a larger size the fireflies fill up feeling every part of the woods
"Whah... How exactly did you find the spot. . . It's magical"
"I told you...you were going to love it my dad always took me here.. well that was before he was brutally killed"
"Oh I'm so sorry about that"
"Nah.. it's fine I'm already over it it was a long time ago"
He took a deep breath
"Come on let's sit here the view is more beautiful from the edge of the cliff"
He explained dragging me towards the Clift and sitting down as I joined him this was perfect... The view, the environment the mood and even the individual beside me we both stared into the sky as I could feel his last finger brush through mine as I held his hand tight
"Umm... You can I ask you a question?"
I asked waiting for his approval as he nodded swiftly
"What is the implication of you being my guardian?"
I asked in a soft low voice praying deeply in my heart that he would answer
"When a princess is born she is assigned a guardian from the council who is Bond to her and who she is Bond to when I said we were bound together it didn't mean only physically it meant spiritually mentally sexually and romanticaly at the same time we guardians suffer from the hurt of seeing the princess we guard with other men or with there bethroded it hurts us but we just have to do our job that's a curse in disguise"
He explained as he turned pale I understood how hurtful it was seeing someone you love with another person
"What happens if you get together with your princess?"
"First of all its Faye not princess we call people we protect faye"
"Oh.. I didn't know"
"If you get close to them or try to be with them you will both die at the end"
He answered looking at the stars and then look back at me deeply into my eyes
"And who exactly kills you?"
"Fate... When you go against fate you suffer the consequence"
"But that isn't fair why would that kind of punishment be given for just expressing your feelings it's not fair at all"
"Bunny..nothing in this world is fair and that is why I don't want to get close to you I don't want you to start developing feelings for me I can't ever forgive myself if anything bad happens to you because of me"
Jimmy said sorrowfully as he cupped my face with his palm and the fireflies all came towards our direction filling the atmosphere with twinkle lights
"I'm sorry... It's already too late.... I've fallen for you already and trust me it has nothing to do with fate or duty"
I replied as he kept on staring at me
"Bunny"
He called out... I placed my hand on his neck dragging him close to me as my lips met his and that was when it happened.... My first kiss.
..... Nikki's POV....
"Where are they question mark why aren't they back yet"
I asked Becky as I became worried it has been like one hour since Jimmy went to find Tonia
"You're right...but don't you think Jimmy is capable to protect both Tonia and himself?"
"Well I hope you're right"
"Can I ask you a question?"
Becky queried
"Um.... Sure what is it?"
"I overheard you saying you are a queen bee what does that mean??"
"Oh that. . . Well it's just means you're the one that controls the school more like your popular"
"Oh ok"
We turned back as we head for stools of footsteps Tonia and Jimmy came right out
"Took you too long enough"
"Sorry there was just something I had to settle"
Jimmy apologize laying down tiredly on his blanket and Tonia did same
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. 12:00 a.m.
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Tonia's POV...
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"Toniamen what did I tell you about being a princess??"
"Mum you said I should always put the country's needs first"
"And when you grow up what type of a princess will you be?"
"Mencitites world's best Queen that have ever reigned"
"That's my little sunshine I know you will make me proud"
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"Arhhhh"
I jacked up for my blanket sweating heavily what was all that? who was that woman?
"Tonia are you all right??"
Jimmy asked looking concerned at me as I turned to see Nikki and Becky sleeping deeply
"I'm sorry ... Did I wake you?"
I asked apology Carly as it wasn't my intention to destruct he sleep
"No not at all I wasn't sleeping.... Come on tell me what's wrong!!"
He pleaded
"I had a dream there was a woman she kept on calling me princess and also she called me her little sunshine"
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I explained to Jimmynard as you took a deep breath
"You know the interpretation of that dream right??"
I looked suspiciously at him as he nodded slightly
"I wouldn't actually called it a dream...."
"Then what would the name possibly be??"
"It's your memory... It's coming back to you little by little remember your memories were hidden away"
"If they are hidden away so why the heck are they coming up now?"
I screamed at Jimmy I know it wasn't his fault but I had to let my anger flow
"Bunny I wish I could tell you but believe me I have no idea"
"I'm sorry for screaming at you it's just that I don't want to get any memories that will hurt me"
Explain studley as tears drop down my eyes and in the twinkle of an eye he was there Jimmy was beside me hugging and cleaning my tears I guess he teleported
"It's ok bunny it may help a little but trust me is going to be worth it it's going to answer most of your secret questions
"Where is my mother?"
I asked seriously
"She must have heard I'm here why haven't she come to meet me"
I quired
"No one knows for sure where she is but rumor has it that she was captured by Raulthe evil tyrant that has brought chaos upon our lands"
"I just hope it's just rumours I'll go back to sleep now I have a feeling tomorrow will be tough"
"Goodnight bunny"
"Goodnight"
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. Next morning.
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{Birds chirping}
"Rise and shine sleepy heads we have a long journey on her part"
I heard Becky scream at us
"Come on just one minute more.."
I pleaded till I close as I heard a large lightning and jugged right up
"Fine I'm up here to now?"
Nikki asked cleaning her eyes and yawning earnestly
"Jimmy go away"
I shot at him
"What? ! Why??"
He asked confused
"Isn't it obvious? We need to freshen up so you have to give us some privacy"
Nikki added as Jimmy nodded in agreement walking away...