LISA'S POV
How could I miss the fact Emma was ill? What kind of mother am I to miss such a thing? Surely I should of noticed something anything to prevent it getting this bad I think as I run through the past few days I my head trying to find some kind of sign I could of missed.
"Stop it Lisa. I know what your doing and just stop it right now" Ryan says as he nudges me on the shoulder breaking me out my thoughts
I just look at him with a what do you mean look leave me alone.
"Don't look at me like that. I know what your doing! Your blaming yourself to the point your zoning out while we all try to get your attention" Ryan says in a softer tone.
"I didn't say anything, I was simply lost in my thoughts of Emma" I snap.
"Yes self blaming thoughts, we know you to well! Your a good mum. M
