I don't know where is she and where she gone? there is no one who can replace her? my heart was worry for her and I could not found her. I stared at the ceiling, counting the stars that reminded me of her. I felt a pang in my heart, a stab that only she could heal. I felt a sigh escape my lips, a breath that only she could share. I felt a tremor in my hands, a shake that only she could calm. I felt a whisper in my ear, a voice that only she could speak. I worried for Aisling, for her well-being, for her health, for her life. I wondered if she was hungry, if she was thirsty, if she was cold. I wondered if she was injured, if she was sick, if she was dying. I wondered if she needed help, if she needed medicine, if she needed me. I worried for Aisling, for our connection, for our communica

