Instead, I ran…. Ran away from all the emotions that was making my head hurt along with the effects of the alcohol. I couldn’t think straight.
So, I ran back to my room.
I slammed the door shut behind me and locked it. And then I let go.
The tears came like a flood, I couldn’t stop. I sank to the floor, sobbing, clutching my arms around myself like I could hold the pieces together.
I felt like everything— everything— had shattered. I was furious more at myself for being an i***t and letting them take advantage of me.
I was used and played with like an i***t by two men. One who played me by pretending to be a friend, while another played tricks on my mind — assaulted my body — taking advantage of my drunkenness — my innocence.
And then there was that disappointed look Eva gave me, dam
