CH 3.

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I mutter a sorry and try to walk past him but he catches my right arm and stops me. I look up at him in confusion, fear and uncertainty. I try to walk past him once more but he just pulled me back and pinned me against a locker. Seems like three times that I've been pinned against lockers today. I said to myself. "Where do you think you're going?" He asked. "To class" I replied slowly. My heart was beating so fast, and I was scared he could tell I was lying. "I don't think so" he said He dragged me from the locker to the janitor's closet and twisted the lock. He turned back to me with a devious look in his eyes and a sinister smirk on his lips. He advanced towards me and I moved backwards. He moved forward towards me and I moved back until my back came into contact with the wall. When he saw I was trapped and had nowhere else to run, he took quick strides towards me and ripped my clothes into two with his claws. He took me again and I cried harder than I have ever cried. When he was done he whispered in my ear, “I am going to make sure that you serve your true purpose in this pack you runt." It made me cry harder than I ever have in my life. I never cry this way. I usually keep my feelings bottled up inside. I never even cried when I parents died or the pack turned against me or when the beatings became severe. I stayed calm and never showed my feeling even when it hurt to the core. I hope that tomorrow will be better and finally I find my mate who will take me out of this prison. I pick up what is left of my clothes and exit the janitors closet. When I reach the school's parking lot, I began to run back to my torture zone. I don't even consider it a home, more like a dungeon. As I walk into the house, I think about my mystery mate, whether truly he will see me as a broken,used and damaged girl and reject me as his mate or maybe he will accept me as his mate out of pity. I would rather be rejected and feel the pain of rejection than to be accepted out of pity. I think a lot about my life and where it is heading till I get to the pack house. I quietly sneak around the house in order not to run into anybody and get abused again. I have already had enough of that today. Sexually. I head over to my room, changed into new clothes and discard the ripped ones. I head down to the kitchen to prepare food for the entire pack. After I was done, I manage to steal some and I go back up to my room, shower, change into comfortable night clothes, do my homework and head off to sleep hoping tomorrow being my birthday will be a great one. I woke up from bed the next day feeling strong and renewed. I feel like I'm my own person. I feel so happy that today I am gonna finally find my mate. My one and only true love. The one who will take me away from all this suffering and abuse I have received from the Dark Moon pack. I undress myself and enter into the cold freezing shower. On a normal day, it would have bothered me greatly but today being my birthday, the day I'll find my mate and change into my wolf for the first time, the temperature of the shower was the least thing I could be bothered about. After taking my shower, I dried my hair with a towel and wrap myself in another towel. I exit the bathroom and I enter my room to start applying lotion to my body. Then I went over to my box of clothes and pick out something decent to wear which consisted of a red and black flannel shirt, black skinny jeans and ballet flats. I pick my bag, went downstairs, quickly prepare breakfast for the entire pack house and finally bake a little cupcake for myself. "Happy birthday to me" I whisper and eat the cupcake. I clean up all the things I used in cooking and I pick up my bag and started walking off to school. I was about a meter away from the parking lot, when I saw Roman and Mira kissing near his red Porsche. There is this tiny little pang in my heart seeing them like this, I somehow wish that it were me. My inner voice speaks to me with a loud ringing my ear "JEALOUS?” How can i be jealous. I've seen Roman many times with Mira kissing even walked in on them accidentally when they were doing the dirty stuff. (I was severely punished for that). But I Selena Blake, could not be jealous of the relationship Roman and Mira have. I would really feel pity for Roman’s mate. She would have a lot to deal with especially with his playboy ways. I step out of my thoughts and continue with my walk to the school. When I reach Roman’s Porsche, I accidentally hit him and as I am about to fall down an arm comes round my waist and I open my eyes to see the most wonderful pair of icy blue eyes staring at me with love, wonder, care and adoration. I could just stare at his icy blue eyes forever, getting lost in them but reality sets in and I find myself hitting the ground with a hard thud. Everybody around starts laughing and Roman lifts my hand to help me up. When he does this, spark of electricity jolts through my hand to my entire body sending pleasurable tingles down my spine. Realisation dawns on his face and does mine and he uses his werewolf speed to take us to the janitors closet and locks it afterwards. "You're my mate!" I exclaim with a bit of happiness in my voice. "Silence" he growls. "But-" "I said shut up" "My mate was supposed to be beautiful and as strong as me but instead the moon goddess decided to pair me up with some cow. Some pathetic runt of my own pack. The moon goddess my really hate me for pairing me up with someone as pathetic and as lonely as you. You are destined to be alone and die alone." "I Roman Kane, soon to be alpha of the Dark Moon Pack reject you Selena Blake to be my mate and Luna" he says. Immediately he says those words, my world starts to crumble but I didn’t let him see how his words have affected me and shattered me. I pick myself up and utter the words that I am sure will forever change my life. "I Selena Blake accept your rejection" He is taken aback by my statement and quickly leaves the room. I follow soon afterwards but I run home to pack my things. I can't live under the same roof with him now that I know he's my mate. My life will be worse than it is now. When I got the pack house I quickly ran to my room, removed all my things from the wardrobe, went to the bathroom, took out all of my products and got a duffel bag which will be big enough for all my stuff and pack all my needed things. Before I leave the room, I took a pen and paper and wrote with anger and pain. “f**k you haters. I'm finally out of your lives. Roman, I thought with all your player ways when you find your mate you would change for her but I was wrong. I pity you.” ~Selena Blake. I left the note on the bed and went to the kitchen. I pack some snacks into my bag and took one last look at the place I call hell. I took the kitchen backdoor, made sure nobody was watching me and dash into the forest, running as fast as my legs could carry, straight to the border before anyone can get to the house and notice that I'm gone. As I got to the end of the border, I saw two pack warriors in wolf form chasing after me. I run as fast as i can. When I got the border, I quickly crossed before they could get to me. As I crossed I felt the mind link between the pack and I break away. I'm pretty sure that Roman would know by now that I have crossed. Now I am officially a rogue.
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