I still cannot believe what I saw . It felt like a bad dream , which I was just struggling to wake up from . Everything seemed to be fake , like it’s something that I never imagined would have ever happened to me , I was lost , lost in my own thoughts with all these questions to which I don’t have answers , with all these thoughts and questions there wasn’t even a minute where I couldn’t stop thinking and heave a sigh of relief , the questions are the worst part of it all . How could she do that to me I loved her and I thought that she did too , but maybe I was wrong , maybe it was just that I loved her and she loved this feeling of being loved , being taken care of but she never loved me she just pretended and I was such an i***t this whole time , I just can’t believe this is actually ha
