He left and I took a taxi . When I reached home , I started writing the novel . As the novel was about to be completed I became more and more sadistic as I knew that I had to write things against me because it was that part where I didn’t excepted him and I behaved like an evil . Basically this was the part where I was sure that everyone is gonna hate me for this . But I can’t be dishonest with my skill so I wrote against me . I was very much self obsessed and self lover but for the sake of the promise I made to myself and also for the sake of my good old friend , I decided that I would take some break and would complete the novel even though I had to extend it to some time . Thinking about how I had to end the novel I became more and more depressed and delusional . I wanted to scream , I
