My unsuccessful love

3. He loves me..!!

Now...!! We both had passed our 10th, and chose humanity stream. Our talks were also passing with the days..!! 

 After coming in 11th, one thing happened which I could never expected.

He said... I LOVE YOU...!!

 You can imagine if your crush comes to you and say ... I love you. OMG, it was totally shocking to me. I shrugged from inside but I ignored him. Actually you wouldn't ignore but I had to. I had trust issues as now because of course this all was new  and it was first time for me. By first time, it doesn't mean that someone proposed me first time..!! Its exactly meaning is he's my first love.

 I said him that you have already a girlfriend. Then, he told me that they had broken up so long ago and now she got married. 

Whattt...!!!!!

 I shrieked a bit from inside about her marriage, because I had heard most that he loves her a lot of a lot...!! 

He was really mad for her. That's why I had understood that I could never be with him but still I thought better to ignore him. 

As I completed, he asked that.. how did you get to know about Gauri..?? I told him about Aashi. He agreed that yes he knows Aashi. 

Now, it had been a few months hearing... I LOVE YOU from him But I could not. We used to talk daily... but I never told him what had been up to me. I wanted to tell but I couldn't. He used to wake up at night for me even though he had told me that he's the person who sleeps before 11 o'clock. He sent me poetries, love status but I could even not tell him that why I couldn't love him. Days were going, I passed my 11th...but everything was same like before. Now... Our Summer vacation had been started. I already had a plan to go to my aunt's home. I went to my aunt's (masi) home in holidays. 

Wooooh... I was so happy and excited after meeting to my cousin sister. I loved her a lot. She's so pretty and we have a best bond. It's time to enjoy. We continued the chatting on f*******:. Here, I used my aunt's phone. This time too it's hard to talk with him.