Chapter XXIX
Paris
It was just dawn when Rudi opened the window of his bedroom. A dim light, slightly blurred by a thin layer of clouds brightened up the rooves of the city still wet with the night dampness. He did not sleep, confused between conflicting thoughts and feelings that the darkness had magnified so much to give him a sleepless night. The words said with his mates the day before had suddenly brought him back to reality.
-It is true, if you are far away from home, you may be sucked in by your daily inaction. Paris is dangerous from this point of view. I have come here because I felt suffocating in Milan, it was like not living your own life, as if every move I made I was being watched and I started to be afraid of my own thoughts too. Yes, I must admit it, now that I am here I
