Darren
"Care to explain this?" tanong ng aking Manager na si Shirlee habang nakataas ang isang kilay nito.
She's wearing a semi-formal dress. And as always, her high heels shoes. Hawak-hawak niya ang isang pahayagan kung saan nand'un na naman ang aking pangalan.
Napabuntong-hininga ako. Ano na naman ba ang problema ng babaeng ito?
Nandito ako ngayon sa Makati kung saan naroon ang sariling studio ni Shirlee. Shirlee just turned thirty-five last week. She just got back from Thailand. Kasama niya ang foreigner niyang boyfriend nang magbakasyon ito roon.
Nagsalubong ang aking mga kilay. "What's with that?"
"God, Darren. Are you out of your mind? Wala ka na bang pakealam sa career mo?" galit na tugon ni Shirlee.
"I don't know what you're talking about," kalmanteng tugon ko rito.
Hindi ko alam kung ano na naman ang nakasulat sa malisyosong tabloid na hawak niya.
Padabog niyang nilapag ang tabloid sa ibabaw ng kaniyang office table. Then she crosses her arms over her chest.
"You know that paparazzi were everywhere. Following you. And yet, you're not that careful," tumaas ang boses nito.
"What?" naguguluhang tanong ko.
I know that those pricks were following me everywhere. But what did I do this time? Shirlee seems so angry.
"Ikaw ang gumagawa ng ikasisira ng pangalan mo, Darren!" inis na sambit ni Shirlee.
I run a hand through my hair. Tumayo ako sa aking kinauupuan at kinuha ang tabloid na nasa lapag ng ibabaw ng kaniyang table.
Napakunot-noo ako sa nabasa ko. It says that "The Heartthrob Billionaire Superstar, Darren Miller, left the city's nightclub with two blonde models. The charming heartthrob turned heartbreaker, breaking millions of #Darrlissa's hearts."
Kuha ng paparazzi ang larawan ko na may kaakbay na dalawang blonde model. I gritted my teeth.
"It's not a big deal. I was just having fun last night." I said.
"Hindi mo ba alam na maraming fans ang naiinis sa mga pinaggagagawa mo, ha, Darren? And you were caught smoking? What the f*ck? Kelan ka pa natutong manigarilyo? How would your fans deal with that s**t you're making? Think about your supporters, Darren. For God's sake."
Umikot ang bilog ng aking mata.
"Then they're not a real fan," iritadong tugon ko.
"How could you even say that?" Shirlee frowned.
"Because they want me to behave according to their f*cking standards. I'm a human too, Shirlee. I have a f*cking life to live!" umahon ang galit sa'king dibdib.
I won't let the hate get into me. I won't lose myself by pleasing people. I'm not a f*cking machine.
"They have huge expectations from you, Darren. Without them, you're not who you are now." She said.
I'm just sick of it. Tired of people wanting me to behave the way they want. I'm not a f*cking robot. I crumpled the newspaper and throw it in the trash bin.
"It's the partying every night. The girls and your other vices that would eventually kill your career. That kind of lifestyle turns people off. Please, don't ruin your career. You've come so far, dear," she said.
I didn't reply.
"Where the hell are you going, Darren? We're not yet done here!" Shirlee yelled.
Like seriously? I need to get a life too.
"You're image is far down in the gutter that even the rats have a better image than you are right now," napaismid ito.
Shirlee never sugarcoats her words. And I'm dealing with her attitude since day one. She would say what she wanted to, even if it would hit you hard in the face.
"I don't f*cking care!" sigaw ko.
So what if I date women? So what if I party every night? I'm still human too. I just want to breathe. Be a normal person. Can't I?
"Darren! Bumalik ka rito!"
I'm just sick of her annoying voice. Tired of her bullshit. I walked out of her studio. Before I would say something I would regret later.
Nang makalabas ako ng building kung nasaan ang studio ni Shirlee ay dumiretso na ako sa parking lot kung saan naka-park ang aking black maserati.
Napabuga ako ng malalim na paghinga.
Matapos kong makausap si Shirlee ay dumiretso na ako sa set para sa shooting ng bago kong pelikula.
Inabot din ng kalahating araw ang shooting.
Nang makarating ako ng aking condo ay tumunog ang cellphone ko. Agad ko naman iyong sinagot.
"Hello," sambit ko.
"Hey babe, it's Addison."
"Oh, hi Addison. What's up?" I said.
"Babe, where are you?" tanong ni Addison sa kabilang linya.
She's one of the models I'm seeing recently.
"I'm going to a nightclub, babe. Do you want to come with me?" I said.
"Sorry, Darren. I can't. Would you come here instead?" Addison said.
"At your place?" I asked.
"Yeah." She said. Her voice is soft and cute.
"Why not? Wait for me there. Just give me thirty minutes, babe." I said.
"Okay, keep safe honey." She said.
"Wear your sexiest lingerie." I teased her. She chuckled.
"You're so naughty, Darren." Addison giggled.
"Yeah?" I said.
"You are. Fine. Wish granted. I will wait for you here." She said.
Lagpas trenta minutos ng makarating ako sa kaniyang hotel. Dahil traffic. She's just staying there in the meantime. Nagbabakasyon lang kasi siya dito sa bansa kasama ang iba pa niyang kapwa model. She's pure Italian.
"Will you miss me, Darren?" asked Addison.
I'm here at her hotel. She's currently staying at a five-star hotel in Makati. She's wearing her pink see-through lingerie. And it made my mouth watered. She's so f*cking gorgeous.
"Of course," I said.
I sniffed her. She smells like cherry. My eyes glued at her perfect breast. It was round and firm. I licked my bottom lip. My mouth watered at the sight of her perfect boobs. I gently caressed her huge breast. Damn. I was so freaking horny. I'm losing my self-control.
"God, Darren..." Addison moan.
"F*ck! You have nice boobs, Addison." I groan.
"Well, thanks, babe." She said and smiled. "That's my asset," nakangising tugon nito.
Addison is gorgeous. She's blonde. Tall, like 5'10 or so. Tanned skin. Pouty lips. Pointed nose. Small face like a doll. Curvy.
But I'm not serious with her. She's not the marrying type. I just met her a couple of days ago through a common friend.
"You're handsome and hot." She said and giggled.
"Well, you're hot too," I said and cleared my throat.
"You don't need your shirt, honey. Take it off." She said.
"Well, do it. I want you to do it, babe." I said and grinned.
"Such a tease." She rolled her eyes. "Fine."
Nang matanggal na niya ang t-shirt ko ay napanganga siya.
"God, I love those," she bites her bottom lip and touched my six-pack abs. "You're perfect." She said.
Napangisi ako.
"I never imagined that one day I can have a taste of you, babe," she said while caressing my abs up to my muscles and arms.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because of your b*tchy ex. She's so annoying."
She said that she met me before at an event. I was with Georgina at that time. But no woman can get near me because of her.
"She gave me a death glare." Addison pulls a face.
"Well, forget about that. We're no longer together." I said.
I wasn't a playboy before. I was committed in my past relationship. But now, I can do whatever I want. I can flirt with girls. I can screw gorgeous women I want. It's something I experienced for the first time since Georgina and I broke up.
"Yeah. She's a cheater." She said.
I can't blame her for reacting that way. The news about me and my ex were everywhere. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi parin mamatay-matay ang issue ng breakup namin.
"You guys seemed a picture-perfect couple then. Well, she's a loser. And she loses someone worth more than a diamond."
Well, I must say that it's true. We were once a picture-perfect couple. But our relationship became toxic. Dramatic, I must say. Georgina was overly dramatic when we have fights then. Things just get even complicated and worse.
Her behavior changed. She became controlling, possessive, manipulative, and obsessive. That's why we have fights frequently before we called it quits. And I found out that she was a freaking liar and cheated on me.
"Forget about it," I said. "I moved on." I chose to move on.
I kissed her wildly on her lips.
"My God, Darren! You're a good kisser. An expert. I must say," aniya at napangisi ito.
"I am," I smirked.
"I bet also in bed," she grinned.
"Try me," ani ko at ngumisi rito.
"Oh My God! You're f*cking hot, honey," napahagikgik ito.
"Give me a little dance, babe," I said. "Show me your sexy moves," ngumiti ako at kinindatan ito.
She giggled.
"Oh, sure," she stood and do a little sexy dance. Seductive and tempting. She stripped her clothes slowly. Teasing me. I groan. She's fully naked now. I watch her in awe.
"You like this, honey?" ani Addison sa mapang-akit na tinig.
"F*ck, Addison. You are perfection." I groan.
Napahagikgik ito.
I gulped continuously while looking at her gorgeous body. My eyes were suddenly filled with lust and desire. I can't wait to get inside of her.
"You dance so well too," I said.
"I'm not a dancer. But I can dance naked in front of you whenever you want, honey," she said and winked at me.
I groan. She's giving me a hard-on.
"Sit on my face," I said. She giggled.
Damn. She's so wet. I licked her womanhood. It tastes sweet.
"Okay, it's my turn. Let me pleasure you, honey." She giggled.
I was lying in the bed. She unzipped my jeans. Hinubad niya rin ang aking boxers na suot. She didn't blink an eye when she saw my manhood. Buhay na buhay ito.
"God, honey. It's so huge," she grinned.
"Suck it, babe. Come on," napaungol ako.
"I will." She said.
She's good at sucking my manhood.
"Ahh...F*ck..." I growl.
She swallowed my c*m. All of it. Wala siyang tinira. f**k!
I pulled out a condom in my wallet.
"You're always ready, huh." She said. I smirked.
"Yeah," I said and grins.
"Oh..." She groans. My mouth plants hungrily against her neck. My teeth bared angrily against her skin.
I kiss over her jaw and to her lips and then push my tongue inside her mouth as I take my rock-hard length into my hand and presses it against her slit. She's already wet and so ready for me.
I guide her body down onto my length, taking her in one long, smooth motion and making her toes curl with pleasure.
"God, Darren. I love it." Addison moan. Her voice is so soft. Her eyes rolled to the back of her head.
"F*ck..." I growl.
"Mmm," she moans, as she grips her thighs to me tightly, pulling me inside her, against her. She wants to feel every inch of me.
"If I am going to have to wait weeks to be with you in person again, then I am sure as hell going to do everything that I can to make sure that I don't waste a second of the time we do have together." She groans.
I smirked.
"Oh God, Darren. I like it. Faster, honey." She groans.
I don't know if by the time that she gets back again in the country, that I would love to f*ck her again like this. Let's see. Because women just go crazy with me. Throwing themselves at me without hesitations. Who wouldn't? Right?
"I can't believe that I was having s*x with the man, named the "Hottest Man Of The Year," by every tabloid. Also, my biggest crush of all time." She said and giggled. "You're so damn fine, Darren." She said.
"Well, thank me for granting your wish," kinindatan ko ito. She chuckled.
I take her hard and fast, using her as she holds onto me for dear life.
My hands slide down to her a*s and I sink my fingers into her flesh, holding her still as I drive myself into her over and over and over again.
It doesn't take long until I can feel my orgasm stirring inside of me. I groan and cover her mouth with mine, trying to contain the noise she's making.
Kung hindi soundproof itong kwarto ay malamang nabulahaw na ang mga tao sa katabing kwarto.
"You feel perfect," she murmurs against my mouth. Her voice was low and full of want.
She runs her hand through my hair, balling her fist in it and pulling my head back so that she can gaze into my eyes.
"Oh God, Darren." She whined.
"F*ck..." I groan.
Her body tensing and then softening in my arms, as I continue to piston my length inside her. But it doesn't take long till I reach my release.
"I'm going to miss you so much," she tells me. I fell back exhausted.
"You're my best f*ck ever, Darren." She said while caressing my face. I smirked.