James POV
I didn't want to see anymore, I closed without being noticed, my tears were already clouding my sight, they were falling down my cheeks, I felt like I was hyperventilating, I was short of breath and I wanted to scream out of frustration, but I swallowed all my pain. I turned around and walked to the elevator, but was stopped by Rose.
"Jammie, don't believe what you saw please, she...”
"Shut up Rose" I asked her with immense pain in my heart wanting to silence my sobs: "Don't tell her I came, do you understand?”
"But James...”
"Don't say anything Rose.”
Without waiting for an answer, I left that place, I didn't want to stay here anymore, my heart hurt, I felt broken, used, I'm an i***t, only an i***t like me could believe that a man like Satoshi could notice someone like me,
