James POV
I couldn't sleep for almost the whole night, my little chest hurt, I still can't believe Satoshi distrusted me like that, I felt like a fool, he made me feel so bad, without thinking about our baby, his screams could have hurt us both and he didn't think about that, he just acted impulsively like a jealous, being very silly, only he can think of doubting and distrusting me, with Theoyang, who has been living with us for more than a month and still he told me all those hurtful words.
I woke up very early, it was Sunday, so I took a shower, a long one, trying to calm my urge to cry again, I had a hard time doing it, lately, Satoshi is the one who helped me to take a shower and now it will be my turn to do everything by myself.
I did it with too much difficulty, I had a hard t
