(Jack) What the f**k did I just do?! I quickly swerved the truck to the side of the road..my heart was beating out of my chest as I tried so damn hard not to have a panic attack or whatever the hell was happening to me. I freaked out..no I f*****g panicked and am having a mental breakdown.. The moment she uttered those words..telling me what I felt deep down, I blacked out..it felt as if I was falling down some type of abyss as my vision blurred and before I knew it I was peeling out of the driveway. I didn't know what the hell to do...it all got so real so f*****g fast and I did the worst thing..I ran. I quickly put the car in drive, pulling a U-turn as I sped back down that road. I needed to tell her it was okay..that I was sorry for freaking out. I know I helped raise Em as a baby bu

