Chapter 106
It’s already dark when we arrive at the capital. I go directly to the room I share with Lemuel and run to the baths. However, even after I’ve cleaned myself, the pain of losing Aaron is still in my heart. I thought that if I make myself busy, this will be easier, but it’s not the case. As I brush my hair, tears fall again. I wipe it angrily. Annoyed at myself for crying over him. Aaron was rough to me the last time we met, do I want that kind of treatment again?! I must be crazy. I should fool myself and think that I am not in love with him. As he said, I only like him, not love. No, maybe I only lust after him. If it’s just lust, I will forget this pain soon. I look at my reflection. It’s not getting better. Fresh from the baths, I look as if I aged a few years. My eyes are red and the
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