Audrey's strength

In the fog

Before Thanksgiving I dreamed about our December trip. We deserved holidays.

Every day tests, a lot home works with grades included to college documents. So our days were groundhog day. School, nap, learning, s*x, shower, sleep. We decided keep only in our 3 plus Isabel at school rest accepted that. Two days before Thanksgiving I was grumpy and said to Kev who visited us.

"I'm afraid soon Audrey will be f*****g bored of me"

"You kids need do something crazy" Audrey was in bathroom so I could talk about my plans.

"Mayby after visit at her grandparents will take her somewhere for weekend if you let us?" say yes, say yes screamed my brain.

"I will make much more. Not far from her grandparents home is a lake in the middle of forest. I got small cabin by this lake. Will be too cold to swim but romantic by fireplace, walks in woods. I will give you keys tomorrow"

"Is around some small town with cinema?"

"Why?"

"Audrey said once that she dream to see one movie at cinema" he didn't let me finish, put out a phone and send me number

"Owner, he got hudge collection mayby will have what you're looking for. Why is she so long in bath?"

"Period" why I said that, Kev smiled and hugged me. Saved me Audrey

"Tomorrow want see you both at Hill. Will borow you my jeep, you will have more fun on Thanksgiving" Audrey looked surprised I knew why we needed Offroad car. Finally I was able take my girlfriend for special date, special weekend, surprised her. She deserved being spoil every f*****g day and I didn't do that.

Kev drank his coffee and left us.She already started to pack.

"Baby u need take more clothes. I'm taking you for trip. Only warm and comfy ones" her eyes were smiling

"What trip?"

"Can't tell you but take sweater, hoodie, softshell" she run into my arms

"But please no hiking" my sportless girlfriend

"Only some walks" she giggled so f*****g sexy.

"Can we pack today, take to school our luggages and visit mall and drive straight to Kevin?" what was great idea I needed some gifts for her.

"Sure baby" as she planned as we did. I bought few things for her and 2 frames for her grandparents I put 2 sweet photos of Audrey in. One from school, one from her dream car. I hoped they will like it. Didn't have big expectations, but I knew that with this little things for Audrey will make her smile, it was the most important.

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Jess was so peaceful. I got nervous. Will we get one room at grandparents, will they be rude, cold for us.

"Audrey talk. I was sure u will nap. Long way before us" my sweet beautiful Jess. Always focused on me.

"I want have one room for us at grandparents but I'm afraid that they will split us. So maybe I will be forced to spend 2 nights without your strong, sexy, muscular arms around me" he smiled and his hand found mine.

"Will be OK baby and from Friday we will be 24 hours together far away from everyone" still no details about this weekend, got me nervous if I took good clothes, I didn't like surprises, but I trusted this guy.

On grandparents driveway Jess was shocked. Probably thought it will be super big house.

"So good to see you both! Now grandpa is little grumpy because I made him accept one bedroom for you. Give him few minutes to calm down and follow me straight to room" Jess kissed top of my head with smile. This kiss said 'you were worried and everything is alright'. Granny took us not to my room but to guest bedroom.

"Rest a moment I'm waiting for you in dining room with warm late dinner" she left and we heard her

"Stop act like this! If you won't change attitude u may go back to city!" we giggled. Few minutes later went to them. I really wanted grandpa to be calm.

He tried hard greet us with smile. He knew we live together still wanted play here differently. Jess melt their heart with gift. He should warn me. I felt ashamed.

" Tomorrow will make you both photo, need you Jess on my wall also"

"Wall?" asked Jess with his sexy curiosity.

"Come I will show you" Granny kidn*pped Jess to living room with wall of shame. I stayed alone with grandpa

"how you feel grandpa?"

"I'm pissed Audrey"

"Why?" I played stupid

"It's hard to accept you grown up. In grown relationship"

"Will help you if I will tell that I'm very happy?" grandpa show with hand that it's better

"He seems a good guy"

"He is, he is also smart, resourceful, and cook for me" I smiled

"Audrey you know he isn't the only guy on planet?"

"I have in DNA believe in one true love. You, granny, dad" Grandpa hugged me. Jess and granny came. She got tears in eyes, grandpa approached to Jess. We were waiting for some lecture but he hugged Jess like me. Somehow we melt my grandparents.

It was very nice Thanksgiving.

"Sleeping beauty open your eyes, the earlier we will go, the earlier we will be on place"

"You're exited" I was trying got up

"I am! Now please woke up and let's go." he layed down on top of me

"I want surprise you and f**k you right after" I giggled, kissed him and rolled under him straight to bathroom. If he wanna s*x needed be ready with my surprise. I bought yesterday sexy red lingerie with bodice with thong and sexy belt for garters. Red to remind him about ribbon. I hid it under loose clothes he asked me to have.

Rocky road leaded us to beautiful lake. Fog hovered over the water. It looked like was painted. On the other side of lake stood wooden house with a bridge to lake. It was beautiful I was breathless.

"Jess it's perfect"

"Yhym"

"Can I cry?"

"No. Baby you love secret places. I thought will make you smile not cry"

We parked I jumped from car and run on wooden bridge. Jess took his cell.

"Stop! You look so beautiful need take you Pic" I obeyed, second later I was in his arms and we made selfie.

"Will be perfect on our wall" I smiled to my man. It was so f*****g special place. Inside fireplace welcomed us with warm flames. In bathroom was big bathtub.

"Something new to try" whispered Jess my thought.

"Stop reading in my minds" he laughed low

"Jess how you found this place?" he stood behind me tucked me in his arms

"I wish I could take credit for it, but it's Kevin's house"

"How?"

"I've asked for free weekend to take you somewhere and he said he knows great place and here we are"

"I love you" felt his lips on my neck

"You smell and taste so good"

"Glad you like"

"Now come I want f**k you on this fluffy carpet by fireplace" his whisper was command. I obeyed with pleasure, had surprise for him. Will it pleased him same I was? I made him sat on carpet, stood between his legs and took my hoodie off. He took of me my jeans. I was motionless in my red slutty underwear and let him enjoyed this view.

"Surprise" I mumbled when he was climbing with his lips from my legs to my face. When he gave me a moment to catch breath our eyes met

"You so f*****g perfect" he sat and dragged me onto him. Will he let me be on top or just teased with me. When I got on him I felt his erection. I took of his t-shirt he unzipped his jeans to kicked them off. Didn't took off my underwear,just made entrance to my v****a.

"I want you f**k me in it" I smiled and putted his thick d**k inside me. He layed to watch my moves. His hands held my hips. I felt little ashamed on way he looked at me, not into my eyes but traveled with his gaze from face to p***y, he kissed his finger and touched with it my blush. Way he did it. His strong arms tense biceps and long thick fingers traveling from his lips to my blush. We looked at each, when I felt his precum I knew he will take back control. He sat catch my head and swap us. He didn't got faster, he slower down to wait for my o****m our head touched our eyes were one into another I felt wave of pleasure kissed him. His c****x hit him right after me. When he catched breath started wandering with his lips through my body to my p***y and gave me another o****m. I loved way he teased my c**t with his tongue and added fingers to f****d me with them.

When I was trying get back to reality he sat. I observed him. He took his jeans and pulled out something from pocket. Straightened his hand and helped me sat. Didn't let go my arm. He fastened the bracelet on my wrist.

"surprise" he smiled to me. His eyes shined from pleasure. I kissed him and looked at my gift. It was gold bracelet matching to my necklace. With letters with same font as my Audrey on neck 'J E S S L O V E S A' I hugged love of my life.

"it's beautiful" he smirked.

"Jess talked" our eyes met

"I wanted make you super happy, gave you few things but all is nothing compared to your surprise. Even when I do something you always think about me, how to pleased me. Red lingerie to show that you remembered my imagination you in ribbon. Audrey I'm not worth you" I made him to look at him. When he did I kissed him, sat on his laps with my both legs around his hips I knew it leads to another time but it was my purpose. His eyes pierced in mine.

"Jess you make me happy every f*****g day. Yes underwear is connected to ribbon, I needed show you how important you are to me. Can you imagine how ashamed I was at shop? How ashamed I was standing in this red slutty things before you? I fought with shame because I knew you will like it. And your smile, sparkles in eyes my efforts was worth it. I didn't do it to bid for best surprise. I did it because I love you. Because I'm every day more and more happy. I love way you spoil me so let me do the same please" he obeyed and f****d me again. This time was way different, rough. He was my guide, master still his gaze was focused on me. He ruled but checked if I like it. And I did. I felt vulnerable without control I could just drown in pleasure. After his o****m he looked at me with sense of power

"you're mine Audrey" I was. I let him look at me while I played with his every day longer fringe. His hair were my obsession, addiction. But my fight with his fringe made him smile. He kissed me and whispered to my ear

"You remind me about next surprise" he pulled boxers on and went upstairs before vanished point finger to me

"don't you dare put clothes on you" I giggled. Didn't have to wait long. He came with some long box packed with red ribbon.

"My life is in your hands, you can do whatever you want with me" he said while giving me gift.

Inside the box were hairdressers comb and scissors. I looked at him with real, wide smile. He trusted me, he let me finally do order with his fringe.

"It's to dark here" he stood up and took me upstairs to bathroom. Sat me by the sink on countert and closed his eyes for a second. After opened one and made me laugh. I had to kiss him.

"Now don't move" I cut his fringe just to exposed his eyes.

"ready!" Jess opened eyes, saw in the mirror that revolution at his head didn't happen, looked at me and kissed me.

"It's what you did to my life. You widened my horizon" tears filled my eyes. I was so bad in choosing words, he in short sentences often with metaphors closed what was important.

"You wanna try bathtub?"

"First we need add wood to fireplace, start water be right back" I used my shower gel to create foam. Jess got back with two glasses and wine

"It's before 1 pm but I think we can?" I smiled and thought about cigarettes Jess put bottle and glasses on small bath table. Put on it ashtray and pack of cigs.

"Jess stop seating in my head!"

Jess gave us glasses and cigs, he even started one for me. He looked so sexy with one in his mouth with half closed eye. It was best bath in the tub ever. We played with foam, laughed, talk raised glasses for us. Jess took his cell made me a picture when I hid in foam. After straightened his hand for me to catched me in his arms. I agreed for selfie. After stayed on him and looked up. I gasped

"Talk baby"

"From moment we saw first this bathtub I couldn't remember why it's look familiar. Now I know"

"Can you fill me in?"

"Movie" I dived, Jess brought me on surface

"What movie?"

"Bridges of Medison County, it's one of Clint Eastwoods movie with Meryl Streep"

"You like it?"

"Love it. It's f*****g complicated as life"

"Yhym"

"I will force you to watch it with me one day"

"Has this movie influence on you?"

"Yes"

"It's not satisfying answer" we giggled

"After I promised myself never let no one to make me be in relationship with someone I don't love. I realized that better be alone than with someone you don't love. And it shows how much times changed"

"Yhym"

"What? Talk with me Jess"

"Nothing I love you" I got to my end of tub looked at my man he was smiling

He pulled on the cork chain and started shower to wash foam from us.

Did all this without stopping for a second to kissing me. When we got out I stayed to dry my hair, Jess went down.

When I joined him he was smiling like something happened.

"Yes?"

"Nothing I love you"

"Yhymm"

"Baby can you be patient till my hair will dry and we will go for a walk?"

"I got dryier in bath"

"You don't want to see my hair after dryier"

"You woke up my curiosity. But I will just imagine this sexy mess" Jess took wine and lead us on couch. I layed my head on his laps we looked in fire.

We needed break, crazy weekend far away from world. Jess chose perfect place. I was in heaven. I felt sleep. When I opeded eyes Jess slept behind me his arms gave me warmth I closed my eyes just for few more moments.

Woke me up his lips wandering on my neck.

"Hi"

"Hi my queen" I turned to face Jess

"Ready for walk?" he chuckled and we got up

we got luck. It was end of November and wasn't raining. Nature was on our side. Walk was short we chose bridge, sat on it and just talked. Jess told me few stories about his brother. They were crazy but romantic kids. I was absorbing those stories. Thanks to them understood Jess better.

"End of story time it's getting cold. Let's go inside"

"Yes my master" and we were in house. Jess went to kitchen after he put wood to fireplace.

Jess kisses led to s*x. He took off my clothes in his eyes was mix of feelings l**t with fury. Again was rough with me, dominated me. First f****d me with his tongue and fingers, gave me short moment to catched air and was on me. He took my arms behind my head hold them thru whole act. Still with eyes one into another, this time waited for my o****m before let his c****x hit him. Somehow I woke up in him s*x beast. Still he liked stayed with his d**k in me after with head hide in my shoulder. When he let my hands I drown fingers in his hair.

"Audrey?" he asked when I was still catching breath

"Yes?"

"You made my life worth living" he looked at me with his eyes full of tears. Didn't wait for my reaction kissed me. What I could said to him after such declaration. It was f*****g hudge responsibility. He did the same for me, showed me that I can smile, think positively but I never found courage to tell him that

"Audrey" he felt my tension

"Yes"

"I just need you to be you. And one favor. If you stop loving me tell me ok? "

"You can't tell me such things" I was closed to cry, chose punch him

"You can't tell in almost one sentence 'you my lifeboat but if you bored throw me overboard' " I tried use low voice, he laughed and kissed me.

"I'm on shore Audrey, so you don't worry. And I only want you to be happy. If one day it will means - away from me, you have to tell me. It's what I wanted to say" I rolled my eyes and he took me to bed.

I wanted sleep till noon but Jess woke me up before 10.

"You lied" I mumbled with still closed eyes

"When?" he was giggling

"You said you want make me happy and you weak up me at dawn" he laugh took my hands and sat me, I just leaned my head on his shoulder and tried nap

"Weak up sleeping beauty, breakfast ready. Tomorrow I will let you sleep even to evening"

"You promise" I rubbed my eyes

"I promise. Now put something warm on your back, we eat outside. It's beautiful morning. You got 15 minutes after I eat alone" he knew that at this moment needed be strict with me, but he was different in bed, different now. 'Let's see what will happen' said my brain. I got up, got kiss for being brave and Jess went to kitchen. Jess waited for me by the doors. On porch were table, two chairs and food. Jess got back home and came with scrambled eggs. We ate watching fog, lake, forest.

"Now coffee inside. It was bad idea it's f*****g cold" said Jess with smile. He was right, still I felt cold only on hands. But I obeyed.

My man sat by fireplace he got really cold. I gave him hot coffee.

"Please sit here, I need your warmth" he showed me place between his legs. He hugged me, poor Jess tried do something nice and got f*****g cold.

"We don't have much time, but I know good way to warm us up" he whispered to me.

"What you mean?"

"I mean s*x" he smiled I gasped

"I've asked about time, joker"

"After 1 we go to town"

"Why?"

"You will see"

"Jess!" he giggled

"Yes?"

"I like be in here"

"I know"

"We have here all we need"

"I know"

"So why we go?"

"You will see"

"You got warmer hands, you feel better?"

"Yes"

"You still want have s*x with me" he giggled

"Yes baby" and his lips and tongue penetrate my neck. Hour and half later we were in Jeep on our way to town.

His surprises were unique. House by lake, scissors, bracelet it all were statement - I love you, I listen what you have to say, I'm all yours. What will be next, why we left. From thoughts brought me back Jess laugh.

"Few more minutes Audrey, don't be chicken" he found my hand and kiss every finger without taking eyes of the road

We parked on back of some building. Jess helped me got out and he knocked to doors. Some guy greet us with smile

"Welcome" he led us to hallway. We were in some cinema I looked around tried find poster to knew what we will watch. He stopped by the door

"Have a nice show" and opened room for us. It was studio cinema with big screen and comfortable antique chairs.

"Chose seat Audrey" I leaded us to middle back seats. When we sat waiter entered with some snacks and water

"seance will start in 2 minutes" and he left. I pierced eyes in Jess, he was smiling, lights got down. I heard sound of start cinema tape. Jess leaned me on back of chair and put his arm around me.

"Last time Kevin broke our movie marathon. Today will watch only 2 hope u will be happy of what I've chosen." on screen I saw Terence Malik stills. Jess remembered I said that I wanted see Red Thin Line at cinema. Couldn't stop tears, leaned my head on his shoulder. We watched motionless. Jess just drawn on my arm with his fingers. When closing credits showed I could just mumble

"Jess I love you" he kissed top of my head. Lights were on again. Jess was smiling to me waited for our eyes to meet

"Surprise" I punched him and kissed right after. Waiter came back to announce that in 15 minutes next movie. I wanted ask what it will be but Jess closed my mouth with his hand.

"U have to wait" I sat tasted choco and lights got off I heard trumpet. No f*****g way! It was Bridges of Medison County. The most beautiful love story I've ever seen. One which touched me and made me cry every time. It's about a fair between house wife with photographer who visit her shityhole. But she decided stayed in her sad life. At the end her lover try one more time. Scene In truck she with husband, he before them wait for her, voice of Meryl tears were falling like crazy. Jess this movie also touched. With lights Jess looked at me cleaned tears from my face with his thumbs

"What would you do?"

"Never married Richard" he smirked

"If you didn't marry Richard could never met Robert"

"He was Nat Geo photographer maybe would travel to Italy. Francesca married guy without love, let him fertilized twice, she crossed her chance for love. Easy say that this days but still." I faced Jess took his cheeks in my hands.

"It's better wait for love" I kissed him. He got his oath with brother I had mine with me. And we were sitting together. Everything were our first and our special.

"Imagin Jess. You enter school, I'm with some guy, would you even look at me? We wouldn't have first kiss, first s*x, first love."

"I would stole you from that guy. And we would have our first time, our first kiss. This Robert was a p***y" he paused. I saw he got more to say so I waited

"Audrey I regret nothing when it comes to you. And I'm f*****g happy that you waited and I did the same."

"let's go to the lake"

"Why?" I closer to his ear

"I want you" we said fast goodbye to owner of cinema and we're on our way to Lake house. We forgot put more wood to fireplace before leaving. Was cold inside because of that. I run to warm up this place. Knew how to do it, Jess made hot tea. We sat on fluffy carpet close to fireplace. I sat behind Jess to warm him. He laughed

"Baby I'm ok, soon will be hot here, come in front, I love have you in my arms" As always I listened.

"At least drink tea" I felt his lips on my neck

"Yes my queen"

"Jess"

"Yes love?"

"Thank you for the cinema. It was wonderful to see those movies on big screen. You made my dream come true, not for the first time, although it was super special" I put my hands on his arms to stroked his skin.

"My purpose of life baby, it's make you f*****g happy"

"Really?"

"You doubt?" his grip was stronger

"No, just got same purpose"

"Make yourself f*****g happy?" he giggled

"No Joker, make you happy" small punch, wet kiss on my neck, chills on my skin.

"I know" I loved the way he said his 'I know' low mellow and at the same time husky voice asking no more, leave it like that. Not this time. I took up my thumb and pointing finger and tried make smallest space between them

"I'm successful that much?" he looked at my measure put between his pointing finger between

"More like this"

"Really? I thought red slutty underwear increased scale"

"You right" he made little bigger space.

"hmm, a lot of work ahead of me" we giggled. Jess put his cup on floor.

"I drove here off the limits not to talk Audrey" his hands were taking off my hoodie.

"One more wood to fireplace"

"Baby it's already warm in here"

"Whole night ahead it's about 7 pm. I won't let my man get cold"

"You didn't get cold in the morning?"

"Not much but you did, so now practice patience with me, will be good exercise"

"Audrey look at me" I closed doors to fireplace, closed up air sat on Jess laps and looked at my perfect Jess, into his perfect eyes

"I'm f*****g happy with you" I smiled, showed him measure with fingers, closed one eye and using the lowes voice I could

"I know" and kissed my man. He tried took my cloths I stopped him unglued my lips from his.

"Can you be 2 more minutes patient? I got something in my bag" his curiously eyes pounded in me.

"Red?"

"Yhym, but got also black you can choose" I whispered

"Can you wear now one and after second?"

"Don't be greedy, choose" I smiled

"Black"

"You sure?"

"I still, when close my eyes see you in black too large shirt under benches"

"I got this one here"

"Why?"

"I didn't forget what you said once that view of me in black shirt gave me pass to be in your head. I'm listening to you baby" I kissed him

"I know" we giggled

"So black, took of your clothes will be here in 4"

"Why not in two?" his hands were inpatien on my body

"I can't run down stairs in heels"

"I'm ready go" last kiss. Last two kisses. Three, four, I was almost nude.

"Go" I run up. Opened my bag took out black bodice longer than red finished with a frill, one with embroidered flowers similar to dress I had when Jess for the first time kissed me. Put up black thong and black heels and hide all with black shirt of my father. Closed it with belt to make restrict access and went down super slowly. Jess waited only in boxers. He looked f*****g sexy on this fluffy carpet only in warm yellow light of flames. He watched every my step. He really liked me in this shirt.

"f**k! Without leggings you look much sexier" I approached him. His gaze scanned me from top to floor. I posed as models waited for him. He stood up. Drown fingers of both his hands in my hair and kissed me. My fingers got o****m with every touch of his perfect skin on face, neck, chest, back. Jess let me breathe. And fought with my belt, after with every button

"What you hide under baby?"

"Investigate me" he took off shirt looked at me

"f**k! You so perfect Audrey"

"In slutty underwear"

"No baby, always. But you know how to turn me on. And this isn't slutty it's classy on you" we still were standing. Jess draw with his fingers on flowers

"They the same like on your dress" I decided play a little bit

"What dress?" In heels we were at almost same level.

"It wasn't so long ago Audrey" I turned from him. He was confused, put his hands on my shoulders

"Soon I will have nothing to offer you"

"It's not true and you know it." It was truth but with his lips on my neck I decided cherishing every moment with Jess, before he will be bored and leave me. We spend evening with s*x. By fireplace, in bath, twice in bed. On Sunday we slept as Jess promised till I woke up. It was sunny day so we walked around lake. After ate, packed and were on our way back home.

"Jess?"

"Yhym?"

"It was great weekend, thank you"

"Glad you like it" his hand was stroking my leg.

We entered flat. Was empty I started thinking if Ems and Bas will came back. On table were fresh flowers. Jess leaned on wall and waited for something with smile. It made me curious and I looked around. On our walls were new pictures. Super fresh from our weekend. I run to Jess and kissed him.

"We moving forward baby" yes we did. It was perfect surprise for end of our short holidays. We were recharged with new energy.