Chapter 26: Wandering thoughts

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Christina Hanson walked on the sidewalk for a while, then had to go down the street because crowded shops had appeared on the main roads. In this area, Christina frequents to enjoy food from worldwide. Christina remembers her college days when she rarely cooked her food. Instead, Christina just trudged to this area to buy food because it was quite cheap. And Christina always prioritizes things that are cheap, delicious, and safe… maybe that's why she's still so empty. The diners around Christina ate happily, laughed, and talked comfortably as if they were at home… at times. She wondered where this New York lifestyle came from, manufactured or the City's characteristics. This New York has impacted them. She also wondered if the smile on their lips came from the heart or just a carefully crafted shield. Christina Hanson has not been to many places. She only hangs around in California and New York, but through the images and videos on the internet, she also realizes that only this city can bring such a sense of freedom. Christina Hanson did not dare to claim to be a New Yorker, but perhaps the New York nature had penetrated her deeply without knowing it. The bustling and service-filled urban atmosphere of the Big Apple City has blended into California's sunny and windy subconscious. Christina Hanson looked up at the busy street. She smiled as she realized, just a few days ago, that she was still struggling with how to earn money to pay for Agatha's medical expenses. Christina quickly used her rationality to push those haunting memories out of her head. But her mind was not empty but filled with images of Brandy. Right now, the person she hates the most is the son of General Manager John, and the second person is Brandy. The more she tried to get him out of her mind, the his image clung to her. Christina didn't understand how she could think about him so much in just a few short days. Christina Hanson sighed. She looked across the road with dreamy eyes. A small coffee shop has just been set up with a lovely looking food truck, a few soft drinks bottles are cleverly arranged on the windowsill, and a couple of chairs also make it a familiar stop. She was belonging to people who were negligent in their busy life. Christina crossed the street to order a cappuccino and then sat down leisurely to watch the passing cars pass her clear line of sight. Christina Hanson suddenly remembered many memories of herself that she just wanted to bury in her heart. Even though it's been a long time, there are still many things imprinted in her mind that even if she wants to forget, she can't. Christina Hanson received a signature cappuccino with the scent of liberal New York. It is not as bitter as pure coffee but creates a highly wonderful overall sweetness on the tip of the tongue, a strong coffee flavor that anyone who has tried it once will never be able to forget it. The feeling it gives is like how we feel about unfinished love stories that can't be forgotten. Christina Hanson also had a one-sided love like that, sweet and tender until she knew that he would marry someone else, and the aftertaste that remained in her heart until now was even more bitter than anything. Dark brown liquid on the lips of other diners. That story Christina Hanson kept only to herself and did not tell anyone, including her parents. Christina Hanson has long realized her fear of being exposed to new relationships and new people, but she has kept it secret. She thought about going for a checkup and psychological treatment. But things have not gone too far, and she is also rational enough to know what she needs to do and what she should do. That's Christina. She is so rational that no disease can defeat her. Christina suddenly remembered the old stories. Many people asked her out on a date. So many boys have pursued and confessed to her, from gentle and polite ways to extremely annoying ways, but the result is that she always refuses. Because Christina Hanson is afraid that she will not be strong enough to overcome the pain of a breakup, afraid of facing anxiety, tired of falling in love, and afraid that people will know she is 'someone who doesn't seem to have anything. She was interested in love'. Christina easily becomes a point of conflict regarding love and feelings. Just that much, Christina also fell before her ideal dating partners. But until now, only a few people can know that she is not bothered about love. It was her close friend and Marcel - her boss. They knew this only because Christina was drunk at the time and when the wine came in and out, everything was revealed in her heart, regardless of who the listener was. Christina Hanson smiles innocently as she remembers when she'd looked so embarrassed when she was drunk. Christina Hanson's cappuccino was just as empty as she stood up and paid the young clerk. From the time she started working until now, she rarely takes the time to enjoy coffee in the style of New Yorkers, gently thinking, contemplating, and contemplating her own life. Their lives and here. Christina Hanson smiled goodbye to the young saleswoman and then slipped past a car when suddenly a car horn sounded behind her like thunder, making her jump, trip, and falling. Fortunately, Christina could quickly duck into the sidewalk, so she did not grind or suffer any major injurie
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