Amanda "What is my darling so worried about? That's why I told you to stay the night with me. See, now you are downcast because you missed me all night." Lucas said as he pecked me on the cheek and placed the coffee on my desk. As usual, he keeps joking around and I can't help but smile at his antics, but somehow this time, I can't smile genuinely enough. That is what scares me, that Lucas will notice it and then, I wouldn't know what to say, although I would like to be honest about it, but the timing needs to be perfect! "What are you rambling about so early in the morning?" I chided him as I laughed it off and quickly started sipping on the coffee he brought so that he didn't sense anything weird. "I know everything, you needn't be shy about it. I know you dream about me every nig

