Noah Why am I still searching for her? Why does my stupid heart still not understand that she loves someone else and right now too she might be celebrating with him somewhere...alone. f**k it. I need to understand that she can't be mine. She doesn't love me back. Today was our last match and with this, everything's over. Today was the last day when I could see her. From now, we won't have any reason to see each other. We will be like two star-crossed strangers who met each other. Last tournament, the last match and the end. I will have to look forward now. It's time to move on and forget about her. Forget about all, that I...have cherished till now. It's all useless and without meaning so, I shouldn't dwell anymore on it and focus on my own career. We have achieved the NBA draft and s

