Lucas
I am lying down on my bed in my messy apartment with alcohol bottles rolling down. I feel like an empty shell with nothing inside. It's as if someone has sucked my life force out of me. It has been four days and there is no news of Amanda. I feel like I am going crazy. How can she leave me? No, she hasn't left, like every day, I would go and pick her up for the office and we would go together.
The fibre of my body refuses to accept that she has left me. Our bond wasn't this weak. The love we felt for each other was connected to our souls. She possibly can't leave me but is upset for a short while...then why is there no contact of hers? Why Why WHY DID SHE NOT EVEN see me one last time before leaving me like that...
How can she do this to me? Was my love this weak and brittle, was
