Lucas
There has been no news of Amanda yet and I can't get through to her via calls. She is not picking up and I have no clue where she might be. I have yet to hear from Antoine. I am going crazy minute by minute. How can she just disappear without even talking to me first?
How devastating everything might have been for her and if what Bella was saying is true then was she going through all that by herself? Not even once did she express that she completely abhorred the idea of our friendship. Although at times, she would express her displeasure with Estelle but I could never guess she was this wrong for us because, at some point, she has been my childhood best friend, how could I have doubted that she would do something like this?
All of this, it seems like that god played a joke on me
