May 2017
Kristen's pov
A few days go by. Every night I sleep a bit better and every morning I wake up a bit less stressed. I still feel bad about the outburst. Everything just got too much for me and it stressed me out. The interesting part is that tour just started and that the most stressful days are still to come.
It's like I changed without noticing and now I've changed and it's too late to do anything about it. I became this person I don't know and I've to get to know myself all over again. Not that I knew my old self, but at least better than the person I just became.
In the end I've to remember that I'm an 18 year old teenager in 2017 and 2017 is a hard year to live in.
I'm just hoping today I'll be able to handle the whole situation a bit better.
The last 2 years have had mor
