Kristen's pov
I slam the door behind Michael' back. My whole body feels so shaky that I have to sit down. I slide down against the door and start to cry hysterically. What Michael just did brought back so many feelings and so many thoughts. The kiss reminds me of how used I used to feel. After Michael told the internet the truth I was so depressed for several years. I was sad, angry and I felt disgusting and horrible. It was a time I rather not think of, but Michael brought it all back.
I feel john pulls me into a hug in attempt to calm me down, but right now nothing can calm me down. "It's okay," John says softly, "he's gone." While John keeps stroking softly over my back, I try to calm down, but I can't. I just can't calm down. At some point John helps me to stand up and we walk
